URGH

today is a terrible day.
terrible terrible terrible

the kind of days when nothing pleases you.

you look into the mirror and URGH

UGLY SCREWED HAIR
PIMPLES OUTBREAK
HUMONGOUS NOSE (like wtf? my nose had always been flat)

it's as though you're looking through the carnival funhouse mirror.

Hello, Your blog at: http://bizzaresensation.blogspot.com/ has been identified as a potential spam blog.

when i logged in to blogger
OMG WTF?

i saw this

http://www.bizzaresensation.blogspot.com

This blog has been locked due to possible Blogger Terms of Service violations. You may not publish new posts until your blog is reviewed and unlocked.

This blog will be deleted within 20 days unless you request a review

in order to request a review for my blog i had to type out what is written in the pictures







hello?! YOU TELL ME YOU KNOW WHAT IT READS?!

it's supposedly to keep out auto-generated posts or robots
BUT I'M NOT EVEN A ROBOT AND I CAN'T EVEN READ WHAT IT SAYS

i had to like refresh the bloody page 10 times to get one that is legible. -___-

What Are Spam Blogs?

As with many powerful tools, blogging services can be both used and abused. The ease of creating and updating webpages with Blogger has made it particularly prone to a form of behavior known as link spamming. Blogs engaged in this behavior are called spam blogs, and can be recognized by their irrelevant, repetitive, or nonsensical text, along with a large number of links, usually all pointing to a single site.

Spam blogs cause various problems, beyond simply wasting a few seconds of your time when you happen to come across one. They can clog up search engines, making it difficult to find real content on the subjects that interest you. They may scrape content from other sites on the web, using other people's writing to make it look as though they have useful information of their own. And if an automated system is creating spam posts at an extremely high rate, it can impact the speed and quality of the service for other, legitimate users.

grah i very rubbish is it?
(i think my blog would be classified as a spam blog again after i posted this 'what are spam blogs' thing from bloggerhelp)

ok im sorry for using the dictionary.com definition -_- BUT I PUT SOURCE OMG :/

what if i'm gone for 20 days away from blogger and my blog gets blocked again :O
:( all my posts would be gone grah.

... maybe someone flagged my blog :O

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btw, in case you think albert's only that green thing up there ^

YOU'RE WRONG!

i have like albert the black (my black computer haha), albert junior (the laptop i'm using now), huggablealbert (the warpped rabbitbear bag)

funny i name my things (like furballs my hd 0.0)
BUT DIDN'T YOU KNOW IT'S THE IN THING NOW?

(like how ty says jie4 di4 lian4 is the in thing now. -_- you think so? o)

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LOL orientation .

again.

MY CHEAPO MARKERS -_-

sheesh FAIL TO ACT ARTISTIC HAHA

OMG SEE THEY'RE SO HARDWORKING! :O

(sorry if i violated your privacy HEH)

SEE WHAT I'M DOING - SLACKING hahahahahaha
(still dare to say :/)


gosh so sexy LOL as if. -_- looks. weird:(

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i read my archives.

again.

"tmd. had my 2.4 today"

LOL that sounds really crude.

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when you're 15, you're supposed to be beyond those childhood fears of things that go bump in the night.
supposed to be.

i think as the days past i get less insane and more and more stoic

i no longer look out of the window and pray to the brightest star.
i no longer scream when the door bell rings thinking someone's trying to break in.
i no longer sit on the toilet bowl when i need to pee urgently and see how long i can hold my pee.

but maybe not.

BECAUSE I STILL SEE THINGS IN THE DARK
and sometimes when i look down from my bed i can see my sis morphing into a grotesque looking unearthly creature

i think
.
insects can understand our thoughts.
(they're have like telephathy, just that it's a one-way thing)

:O BTW YESTERDAY WHEN I WAS CLOSING MY WINDOW I SWEAR I SAW THAT MOTH(?whatever) THING ON MY WINDOW OK

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this posts has many :Os

before i can actually post this, i still need to solve this puzzle (as shown below)


!! wtf?

ERROR

Enter the letters as they are shown in the image.

what a hectic month.

with extra servings of stress, angst and fatigue.

why are we doing this to ourselves?
why do we risk getting more hot-tempered by the day?
why are we depriving ourselves of the freedom of the holidays?

because at the end of it, their smiles make it all worth while.

(gosh cliche)

so lets put in our best :D

(grah cliche-er)

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it's pouring now

like literally. with the rain, thunder, lightning and all.

some people say they like the rain.

CMON MAN! when it rains, accidents happen all the time!
getting struck by lightning, highway pileup, floods, FALLING ON THE SLIPPERY FLOOR??

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i said i like reflections
i did right?

but what if at the other side of the mirror
someone's looking back at you?
(that's called a one-way mirror btw)

you're happily admiring your cute self in the mirror

and all of a sudden someone slides the mirror away and say, "hello you're really distracting."

gosh

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talking to you is like having english lessons

stop giving excuses

ex-cuse [ik-skyoos]

–noun

1.	an explanation offered as a reason for being excused; a plea offered in extenuation of a fault or for release from an obligation.

2.	a ground or reason for excusing or being excused

3.	a pretext or subterfuge

(source: dictionary.com)

except that yours doesn't work -_____-

grah im so sorry manzx.

and i mean it this time.

SO TO SHOW THAT I MEAN IT :D

I'M GOING TO DO THE BOOKLET FOR THE GREEN ROUTE AND COUNT THE NUMBER OF FACILS NEEDED AND WRITE OUT THE CLUES AND STUFF WHEEEEE

:)

oh btw. i think you should stop sticking to the com before your eyes rot due to radiation and you become blind.

whee~

i love my new blogskin!

ok back to doing homework shitzxzx

orientation planning is kind of draining

:O i haven't done the facil tee and clue cards design yet.

btw, -____________- getting 79 facils is crazy

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USING VULGARITIES IS UNCOOL
ok yes i get it

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chow im not emo, it just means i think alot :)

urgh wtf.

now i'll be seen forever as a n00bzx.
[and be hated even more by those who already hate me]

tsktsk no, i'm not exaggerating

ok fine i'm overrating myself

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I hate being blocked on msn.

i was blocked this month a year ago, and 2 years ago.
[maybe this is the time of the year where i get blocked on msn, like it's some kind of tradition or something]

or maybe because of the overwhelming amount of time (with nothing better to do) i have during the holidays

FUCK THAT'S FUCKING EMBARASSING OK

URGHHHHH

NOW EVERYONE THINKS IM A STUPID FUCKING NOOB

URGHHHH

haha nevermind, now's not the time for regrets.

when the saying goes: forgive but not forget

it doesn't really mean harping on sad memories but instead remembering the lessons learnt from the incident so as not to make the same mistakes.

if you really want to stop thinking of your grievances,
you have to come to terms as to what caused the problems and think of a solution to it.
and to quit indulging in self pity!

if you just try to push it to the back of your brain and not think of it,
you're not solving anything but avoiding the whole matter and when something triggers your memory again, you have to continue with this cycle of grieve.

here's how the cycle of grieve goes:

bitter thoughts - depression - ignore and avoid [when something stops you from avoiding it, the cycle begins again -_-]

you should take my advice, you would be happier! :D

gahh i seldom give good advices, but this is one of those times SO IT MEANS YOU SHOULD REREAD WHAT I TYPED!

omfg i really think i look so shuai omgomgomgomg im looking shuaier and shuaier by the minute

isn't it because of him that they aren't close anymore?
no? they were never close to start with.

:) i miss you manzxzx

im so glad you feel the same way too! :D

yea i realised my previous post was too colourful too LOL

but now i just feel like lying down and blasting music in my ears and maybe i'll have another of my nice dreams.

however

i decided that you dont have to be asleep to have a sweet dream

you can have one that exists when you're living in reality which can walk around, care for you, entertain you and make you smile :)

so the next time someone tells you sweet dreams,
say this: you are my sweet dream.

:D

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omg i have a sudden urge to pinch ham!

in case you didnt know what ham is,
ham is a very pinchable and huggable thing and yummy like the pink edible ham on your plate

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chualiwen you look absolutely like a boy (and a very shuai one too LOL :O)

LOL i've done you a favour douchebag -_-

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the world is like throwing little stones at me everyday

little stones accumulate to form bigger stones,
many big stones form large rocks,

and large rocks eventually evolve into a humongous cliff that attempts to crush me under its weight

these little stones come in the form of SHOCK-FULL statements/facts
like those that makes you go :O ZOMFGWTF!!!???

you get the point, yea?

but slowly,
the initial injuries heal and you get immune to the pain that the stones cause

YOU'LL BE LIKE THE INVICIBLE AND ALL-MIGHTY GIGANTOR

ready to take on many blows from the colossal mountains of frightening, eye-widening statements/facts

it's like sickening to know such things on a daily basis.

so instead of wallowing in self pity now, you should be glad that you're given the chance to learn how to fend off such scary shitzx to prepare yourself for the years wars to come

say this: whatever world, whatever.

so, what now? bring it on babe

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i promised to come up with a theory so here it is:

why should you top-up more money on your ez-link at 1 time?

considering if one takes 3 minutes to top-up the card,
to top-up $10 everytime up to a total of $200 would take 3 x 20 = 60 mins

to top-up $200 a one go would only take 3 mins

if you top-up your card with $10 every week, you would top-up 4 times in 1 month and 20 times in 5 months
within 5 months you save like 57 mins of your life!

imagine if each minute was worth 20cents,
57 minutes would be $11.40

you would save $11.40 x 12/5 = $27.36 and 2hours 16 minutes and 8 seconds in a year!

so that's the reason why,
please top-up your card wisely from now on.

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i seriously need a nap

zxzx

i finally figure out what i really love.

I LOVE SHOUTING, LAUGHING AND YELPING OVER THE PHONE :D !!!
fun fun fun

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UC - ULTIMATE CUTIE Ö

maybe not\ my stomach is grumbling

TIME TO DO EVIL! aka homeworks

i love a good laugh. :D
who doesn't?

he is screwing us up.

there's something about this line that makes me laugh like crazy

oh yes i know. i AM crazy.

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dang

I HOPE YOU CAN TELL FROM THIS THAT I'M SUFFERING FROM ULTIMATE BOREDOM

1) Who is your best guy friend?
haha

2) If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care?
of course i would because it's like impossible to happen

3) Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
talk? HAHA you mean like to a wall?

4) Where did you last sleep other than your house?
on the mrt! (i took from buona vista to boonlay, then back to pasir ris and to city hall)

6) Do you smoke?
oh yes, through tests and exams

7) Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
i was like chualiwen

8) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
irene. i think?

9) Can you vote next election?
class comm election whee~

10) What are you listening to?
my breathing and the sound of the tapping of keys

11) When will your next kiss be?
next? i've never had a kiss

12) Who do you love right now?
ALBERT! he's been really nice to me by recovering lost documents

13) Who was the last person to call you handsome/hot?
CHUALIWEN :D

14) Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex?
at my grandma's house with my cousin :)

15) Where did your last hug take place?
in the school gym last year

16) Do you date smart people?
date like label them? why would they be given a date?

17) Where were you at 2:02 this morning?
in lalaland

18) Last place you took a plane to?
brisbane! (: but i took a plane back so...._. (nicole's answer haha)

19)How do you feel about the person who texted you last?
COOL and so unfucktardish

20) Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
:D :D :D :D

21) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
when i overslept and had to wear my uniform in the car

22) Who did you last go out to eat with?
oh i just came back from eating with chow -_-

23) Do you have unlimited texting?
to singtel users only!

24) How old will you be in 13 months?
16years and 5 months!

25) When is the last time you took a nap?
o.o how would i know? i would have been asleep

26) If you like that person will you talk about your feelings or hide them?
omg i had to read this qns 3 times trying to understand it! what does it mean? what feelings?

27) Do you wear glasses?
yea plus frames too

28) What are you looking forward to in the next month?
orientation dry run!

29) What are you thinking about?
why did i even start doing this quiz?

30) Angry at someone?
yes, fucktard

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1)How old do you wish you were?
17.

2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
uh

3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
i try to steal something from it too like a price tag sticker

4) Do you consider yourself kind?
AND EXTREMELY NICE TOO!

5) If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
i would have like an eye on my index finger

6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
JAPANESE OMG needless to say?

7) Do you know your neighbours?
my neighbour would be in dhs next year!

8 ) What do you consider a vacation?
as long as there isn't any homework. HOMEWORKS ARE EVIL

9) Do you follow your horoscope?
make me a professional PI.

10) Would you move for the person you love?
move where?

11) Are you touchy feely?
wth is touchy feely? is it like an insect with feelers? no i'm no insect

12) Do you believe that opposites attract?
that's only for physics when the opposite ends of magnet attract. but they aren't really opposites because they're still magnet!

13) Dream job?
PI!

14) Favourite tv channels?
idk i dont watch much tv

15) Favourite place to go on weekends?
in front of albert, but that's not really going anywhere

16) Showers or baths?
what's the difference?

17) Do you paint your nails?
only for special occassions! like when i find a nice colour haha

18 ) Do you trust people easily?
what's wrong with that? :(

19) What are your phobias?
BEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

20) Do you want kids?
why not? :D

21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
uh no?

22) Where would you rather be now?
in lalaland

23) Who makes you warm and fuzzy?
soft pillowy people!

24) Heavy or light sleeper?
you can never wake me up with ten alarm clocks man.

25) Are you paranoid?
OMG THE WORLD'S GOING TO COME TO AN END NOW! -_-

26) Are you impatient?
no. (haha short answer, ok maybe not anymore)

27) Who can you relate to?
huh?

28) How do you feel about interracial couples?
LOL what's wrong? i think they're cool :)

29) Would u rather be out with friends or home?
in lalaland I'M SO TIRED WHAT AM I DOING HERE?

30) What’s your pick-up line?
wth is a pick-up line?

31) What’s your main ringtone on your mobile?
lalalala lalalala lalalalalalala it's a phone call for you~
lalalalalala if you dont pick up i'll keep singing lalalalalala~

32) What were you doing at midnight last night?
waiting for my phone to vibrate

33) What did the last text on your mobile say?
Not yet i'll go back and find today. btw i saw sec1 or 2 boy from pasir ris sec co who looks like ham -.-
(OMG YOU'RE A PEDO HAHA)

34) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
the bed in IKEA. -_- obviously it's my bed la!

35) What colour shirt are you wearing?
white and blue pe shirt

36) Most recent movie you watched?
in the cinema? HSM3!

37) Name three things you have on at all times.
i can't think of anything because i dont have anything on while bathing! oh i wear my specs all the time though

38) Which bank do you deposit your money at?
the forchualiwenonly bank

39) How much cash do you have right now?
10cents

40) What’s your favourite part of the chicken?
DRUMSTICKS YUM. who doesn't love drumsticks? :D

41) What’s your favourite town/city?
... i'm not sure

42) I can’t wait till...
we finish planning orientation!

43) What did you have for dinner last night?
steamboat YUM

44) How tall are you barefoot?
shutup man HAHA

45) Do you own a gun?
oh what for? to shoot peoples' brains out? this isn't an army hq and i'm no sadist

46) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
water o.O

47) Where do you think you’ll be in 10 years?
WITH MY REALLY CUTE HUSBAND :D hahahaha

48 ) Last thing you ate?
potato wedges gosh

49) What songs do you sing in the shower?
TONNES :D

50) Last thing that made you laugh?
i don't remember! i laugh too much

51) Worst injury you ever had?
i had a humongous gash on my right ear when i was younger i wonder what happened to it.
:O maybe that's why my ear looks pointed!

52) Does someone have a crush on you?
what do you think? -_-

53) What’s your favourite candy?
kinder chocolate! is that counted as candy?

54) What song do you want played at your funeral?
idk? :(

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Are you taller than your mum?
haha my mum's really short :D

are you an emotional person?
a person without emotions isn't a person at all

are you confused?
why should i be?

do you crack your knuckles?
only when others are doing so

have you ever broken your nose?
it's still there

has anyone spread a rumour about you?
O.O i'm not sure

do you have any trophies?
HAHHA

what did you do yesterday?
thinking of haha you know what.

have you ever punched a hole in the wall?
-you think.

who's your last text from ?
wannung!

do you think someone loves you?
i know chualiwen does! :D

Tears are falling from you face. what's the reason?
because they just are!

Whats your favorite color?
SO OBVIOUS EH?

What woke you up this morning?
MY MUM

is tomorrow going to be a good day?
sure why not? fucktard stop ignoring me

What sucks about your life?
fucktard is ignoring me!

Do you delete people off Friendster?
i'm not the moderator manzxzx

Do you believe you can change for someone?
like maybe when i'm wearing a wrong attire.

Do you like surprises?
NO BEEES

Do you think people have any misconceptions about you?
i'm sorry but i don't really gossip alot (just random statements) and i'm perfectly sane, thankyou

What is your relationship status?
LOL like msn status, online/busy/be right back/away/out to lunch/in a call
(ok sorry i know i'm not answering the question haha)

Do you have a favorite item of clothing?
[I SLEPT THROUGH CLASS]

Do you like messages or comments better?
what's the difference?

Next movie you will see in theaters?
THE COFFIN I MUST WATCH IT I DONT CARE WHO I WATCH IT WITH MAN

What was the last thing you drank?
mint soda and it's really nice

what were you doing at midnight last night?
waiting for my phone to vibrate
(HEY SAME QNS!)

Do you want to get married & have children one day?
-_-

What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cellphone?
gosh loads

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
no but i think i've slept for 48 hours straight

What's your favorite fruit?
watermelon!

Have you ever been to a wedding?
HAHA OF COURSE?

How many showers did you take today?
2

Do you have bad tan lines?
no man no.

Who havent you seen in a while, that you miss?
hx :D (please be honoured)

Who was the last person you watched a movie with?
fawn, ty, heather and irene

How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
if i overslept i'll be out in 5 minutes

The last email you received was from?
RUIDI :O cool

Last show you watched?
madgascar on channel 5 ytd

Do you wish at 11:11?
LOL YES and i remind people to too

Do you wear any jewelry?
yes if my specs are counted

Next vacation you're going on?
?

Any piercings?
nope :(

Last person you hugged?
i forgot!

Who/what made you angry today?
FUCKTARD YOU BETTER STOP IGNORING ME

Do you sing in the shower?
the shampoo tastes bitter :(

Do you love anyone?
(no i'm not going to answer chualiwen anymore)

What's your favorite breed of dog?
sausage dog!

Do you find yourself loved?
of course :D

Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
under my table, what was i doing there though?

What's the closet blue object to you?
my scissors

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if you read all that, congrats YOU LOVE ME

if you skipped through all that, no worries i wouldn't even want to read that a second time

i made up my mind

after the busy week next week and completing my hw (IMPOSSIBLE),

I'M GOING TO MAKE A NICE BLOGSKIN FOR MYSELF!
this blogskin is. o.O haha

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you may have seen me type this many many many times before but still

OMFG STOP EMOING OK STUPID
emoing kills

have i mentioned eye candies are like roller coaster rides? because this is what i feel now urgh

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i think i should learn not to smile so easily
especially since it's not those subtle smiles, but those kind of im-trying-hard-to-smile-subtly-but-i-cant-help-smiling-so-widely

no wonder he's so expressionless

no one would know you're secretly feeling happy
no one would know you're laughing at their pain and misery
no one would know you're so easily humoured

not that im anti-emotions or anything.

nono
emotions are meant to be displayed and not bottled up until you explode

but.
we're not supposed to be easily read books. english books.

at least be a chinese book or spanish book or something

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awkward silence 1
awkward silence 2
awkward silence 3

awkward silences occur because we think of what to say so we wouldn't sound wrong/stupid/lame

if i were to type out every pause i make while posting

... it'll drag on for a 1000 words essay

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why do i keep trying to justify and find reasons for this?
tsk just face it gosh

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nights :)

i woke up this morning and thought:

I MUST DO SOMETHING MEANINGFUL

5 hours since i've woken up and i'm still rotting in front on my laptop.

not that i didn't try to come up with a list of doable stuff

homework? what so meaningful about that?
blogskin? oh cmon i could just work on our tshirt designs
call someone? radiation is bad for health (& my ear ehem)
read a book from the booklist? i haven't went to the library yet
practice? gah i already did that
blog? isn't that what i'm doing now?
start on my xmas presents? take up too much time, i should do it after i complete my hw
go running? eh? it's raining
play badminton? no one's even at home -_-

ok i decided

i'm going to watch documentary films

haha and add people on my i.killed.a.cow acc

this is scary shitzxzx

dontbesaddontbesaddontbesadcheerup SMILE! :D

IF I TOLD YOU IT'S YOU WOULD IT MAKE YOU HAPPIER? :D

hm nonono. :(

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ty says that my smses are like emotionless and look like a robot typed them.

no you're wrong my dear I'M FULL OF EMOTIONS

:)
x)
:D
:DDD
xD
:/
:S
:x
:XXXXX
:(
:'(
D:
-.-"
-_-
-_____-
-.=
=.-
=.=
o.o
o.O
O.o
O.O
'!!!'

heh emotions?

my ass

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oh i almost forgot!

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please visit and BUY!! :)

THE TSHIRTS ARE PRICED AT 1 FOR $15, 2 FOR $27, 4 for $52

if you want to buy anything you can either email us orrrrr tell us on msn
(instead of trying to search for a way to convey your msg because there isnt a tagboard)

NEWILAUHC says:
IM THE CTE MAN cutest thing ever

♥ Cassandra says:
Im the ctcte!
cuter than cutest thing ever

NEWILAUHC says:
-_-
im the ctctcte!
mctctcte

♥ Cassandra says:
ct (to power of infinity) cte
haha
cant beat infinity!

NEWILAUHC says:
HAHHAA i can!
(infinity) ct (to the power of infinity) cte
nono
(infinity) mct (to the power of infinity) cte
much cuter than

♥ Cassandra says:
eeee
but infinity in front isnt counted
ahahaha

NEWILAUHC says:
HAHAHA WHY!
it is ok!
for example
9 ct (to the power of 9) is bigger than ct (to the power of 9)

♥ Cassandra says:
ohhhh
yar
just realised
AHAHAHAH
ok

NEWILAUHC says:
HAHAHHA LALALA~
HAHA I WIN

♥ Cassandra says:
ok la
you win!

NEWILAUHC says:
HAHAHA YAY

♥ Cassandra says:
-hails liwen-
O.O
AHAHA

NEWILAUHC says:
I PWN YOU CASSANDRA
hahah pwn

♥ Cassandra says:
i > liwen
hmmph

NEWILAUHC says:
i = chua liwen , liwen = cassandra chow qilei
why are we always talking abt such stuff? HAHAHA
this is lame
-_-

♥ Cassandra says:
yeah
you are lame
ahahah
dont start the you = someone thingy

NEWILAUHC says:
HAHAHHAHAHA
ok

♥ Cassandra says:
our convos always turn into weird nonsensical stuff
ahahhaa

NEWILAUHC says:
yea this is not a good sign
it also means one of us (AKA cas) is a weird nonsensical stuff

♥ Cassandra says:
u are a weird nonsensical thing!

NEWILAUHC says:
no you're the one!

♥ Cassandra says:
im less nonsensical!!!!

LOL that was really weird

stop being so childish tsk.

HAHAHAHA nah jk

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*serious face*

i pwn you and your arwana lips yo.

peace out. \/

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"Eye candies (or sugars) can sometimes turn out to be more than what you expect them to be."
and taste sour/salty/bitter and equally exhilarating

do you remember my other eye candies quotes?

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i finally understand why there's a phrase like 'a wave of emotion'

maybe if you sit at the bus stop alone, miss 4 buses in a row, stare blankly into space, and it so happens that a vehicle of some sorts zoom past,

you would feel the same way i did.

It was a kind of feeling i cannot put my finger on,

but after that i immediately knew that i had to post about it.

it's like a mixture of

nostalgia,

sleepiness,

loneliness,

calmness,

why-the-fuck-am-i-so-stupid-to-miss-four-fucking-busses,

omg-the-time-is-like-nine-in-the-morning-WHAT-AM-I-DOING-IN-SCHOOL-URGH

as the car drove past LEAVES FLEW AND FLOATED AROUND and i felt momentarily like i was in an elizabethan garden.

it was so real,

I COULD EVEN HEAR BELLS JINGLING AND CHILDREN LAUGHTER IN THE BACKGROUND

the thoughts surrounding me must have been really nice

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(oh man please give me a moment to be obsessed)

fyi, im reading archives

wahhh omgomgomgomgomg so cute so cute and so funny hahaha i love people who can make me laugh :D omgomgomgomgomgomgomg so cute so cute

ok maybe not -_-

BUT TIMES CHANGE DUDE
and people change with times

... so we'll see

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biased? me? no way.

the difference in the way you post is WAYY too obvious -_- but no matter what you do, it's still really difficult to change who you really are


o.O goodness
yes goodness is right.

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SHIT MANZXZX THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING OH NO GOSHHHHHHHH GOSSHHHHHHH

save me?

heh

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when it comes to such a critical transitional stage, be wary of the signs

1. sudden outbursts of, "OMG IM SO SAD WAAAHHH"
2. frequent spurts of laughter to oneself
3. unusually calm expressions

*calm and composed face*

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no

eh

yes

eh

wtf

hello

no

what

yes

are you nuts

no

hellooo

yes

yes you are nuts nuthead

no

wtf

yes

crazy

no

the

night

is

...

you're right, my body clock sucks

IT'S 3.30 AM NOW!!

Ö

and im still awake hand dancing on my seat to some song on a blog

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GET WELL SOON CHOW! and anyone else who're sick :)
(WELL NOT THAT THEY WILL READ THIS ANYWAY -_-)

i want to watch the coffin and eat yummy ice cream at MOF and buy my CD from HMV gahh

ooh im finally using mozilla firefox

i know probably anyone who reads this would think:
LIKE FINALLY? OMG YOU MEAN YOU'VE BEEN USING IE ALL YOUR LIFE?! WHAT A NOOB OMG

yea IE screwed up. but that was how i downloaded firefox to start with!

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the day is early

i love cute and huggable and pinchable things :D

HELLO? FUCKTARD? WHY DONT YOU EVER REPLY MY SMSES? HELLO??????? IM LIKE HERE MAN UNIGNORABLE _|_ SCREW YOU haha FINE LOR IM IRRITATING IM PESTY IM A FUCKING ANNOYANCE

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

(sorry this is driving me crazy)

psst my singing improved! :D

but this doesn't mean anything *calm and composed face*

this year a circled a new person on the yearbook
(to add to my list of circled people)

but apart from that i drew an many arrows with really insulting remarks like

[OMG FAT] [SO UGLY BLEARGH] [eek flirt flirt flirt] etc.

the previous one i cirlced had things like

[AAAAH CUTE] [waaaahhhh *drools*] [OMGOMGSOSHUAIIMFAINTING]

the apparent difference :D

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cas if you're reading this, the songs on your blog are like overly emo causing me to feel sudden urges to emo for nothing -_- so i closed the window

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it's like so lifeless to sit in front of the computer screen waiting for people to sign in

that stupid pathetic pop-up blue box *ding ding ding* (or something)

then you click on it

then you start typing : [hello!]

(ok normally i just type OI WTF unless i like that person alot or i'm trying to act polite)

then the orange thing lights up and the person replies : [hi (:]

then you either ask a sensible or random question, so it may be:

[what time school starts tomorrow?] or [did you just eat a banana?]

then the person replies and blablabla you know what happens next

(uh. in case you didnt know, the conver either ends there or continues)

.

i hate it when there's a line that says the person's typing something but i wait for an hour and that person hasn't finished typing

sometimes i just type rubbish and leave it there just to irritate others

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REFLECTIONS AMUSE ME
i mean those in mirrors

stare . stare . stare

it'll come to a day when my reflection starts to hate me for controlling him and emerge from the mirror, gorge my eyes out, tear my limbs apart and stab a glass piece through my brains.

WAHAHA CHUALIWEN I PWN YOU!

of course,
by the laws of physics this is impossible.

but by the laws of liwen NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.

&i believe my reflection is a male because of all the weird things he does

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all the little thoughts flying around in the air
*flutter flutter* *zoom zoom zoom* *swoooooooooosh*

stick out your hand,
take a deep breath and feel around,
clench your fist

you've caught a perfect thought.

a perfect thought is like a perfect sigh -
difficult to get yet extremely rewarding.

this thought fills you with all the emotions which you love to feel (exuberance, estacy, love, excitement), gives you the answers you need to solve any problem, and provides you with inspiration

[note: this only works if you truely believe in it, please remember smile and take a deep enough breath :)]

where do all these thoughts come from?
from the little fairy thoughts factory on an invisible cloud very near you

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i promise i'll go to bed once the song ends. 4.26minutes to end of countdown

1 , 2 , 3 , 4 , 5

go to bed =/= sleep

but i try my best

i try my best not to think too much

i decided to restart my countdown because i found the mv
(i was listening to the song from someone's blog LOL)

1 , 2 , 3 , 4 , 5

i love reading people's blogs '!!!'

but sometimes after i read some blogs i'm like o.O what? wth was that about?

a chunk of unfathomable words AKA CHEEM WORDS SPAM

sometimes i wonder if anyone ever reads my blog :/ why do i waste time typing all these? LOL

maybe because i read even the ulu-est of blogs (EXAMPLE THE ONE AMONG MY LINKS-_-) and think that others would do the same too

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actually my 4.26minutes is already up but i keep giving excuses like [OH I MISSED THIS PART IN THE MV!] and so i press the rewind button and start the countdown all over again

ok this shall be the last round if it stops before i finish posting i shall just stop midsentence

was that knocking i heard?
hm let me go check it out

.
.
.

ok i didnt LOL it's scary shitzxzx

anyway it's ending

what's a nice way to end a post?

i think lalaland wont be nice to me tonig

I MISS BONDIA aaahhh we were so cute and innocent and short (im still short!) with sugar and spice and everything nice

READING MY ARCHIVESSS

omg i was so philosofical in p6 haha! my posts were like some expository essays but when i read them it's like URGH irritating

i wonder what happened to my primary school classmates LOL especially those not on my msn contact list

woah reading my archives is like going back into time, makes me think twice about wanting to relive the years

EXCERPT FROM 7AUG2005:
I read a book. It's supposed to answers people's questions. I had a question and the answer it gave me was - Move On.

It reminded me of the importance of moving on and letting go of all that is finshed with, all that is no longer useful or anything damaging or unhelpful in my life. Be it a job, a home, a friend, a place, a habit, an addiction or routine that I'm staying on to, I have to move on. Fear is the reason that keeps one attatched to something or someone. We fear the loss, the change, the thought that we may never find anything to fill the gap which is left in our lives.

To move on, I have to be willing to take a leap of faith and to trust your own judgement, regconise that I have the power to make decisions about my life and not be held back by what others say.

Knowing when to move on is vital if I am to take the next step along the path to happiness and fulfilment.

So, I decided to heed the book's advice. I decided that I need to move on, instead of sticking at this point of life. Whether or not I like it, whether or not people think what I'm doing is right, I will most probably not regret my decision

(ok this is crazy i would never spend my time to type something like this now)

EXCERPT FROM 29NOV2005:
I had one of the worse nightmare anyone could have yesterday night!

I was like in this really cramped box and I had bearthing difficulties..(i'm claustrophobic)

Then I saw a spot of light. I stuffed my finger in the hole and started scratching. When I was out of the box, I found myself in this room which had no windows and it was painted in red, black, purple and dark blue. The room seemed to be spinning and there was no exit. The red light on the ceiling dimmed and there were erie sounds everywhere.

Suddenly, I was on a very thin bridge with no handles. Looking down, I could see ghostly figures reaching out for me. I could feel a supernatural force pushing me down. I bent down and sat down on the bridge, clenching my fist tightly. The other side of the bridge was covered in mist but a could make out a pair of hand figure reaching out to cut the rope that supported the bridge. I could feel myself falling.

I shouted and fell awkwardly on a pile of leaves. I started to burst in to tears. I was in a real pathetic stateand then I heard footsteps. Looking up, I saw him looking at me witha smirk on his face, as if laughing at my horrible state. He then reached up to pull me up and asked me what I was doing here. I stammered. With shifty eyes I tried to make an excuse but he pulled hard at my hand and refused to let me go. He tried looking in my eyes. (I hate looking in ppl's eyes.) Then he took the shape of an enourmous cockroach before my eyes. I screamed. Then I woke up. (sweating like I never sweated before.)

(OMFG? I HAD SUCH A TERRIBLE NIGHTMARE? HOW COULD I NOT REMEMBER?!)

EXCERPT FROM 21DEC2006 :
11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
o.O shixun? since when did i get his number? HAHAHA lol?

(lol i didn't really have his number i just saved a space there for it haha!)

EXCERPT FROM 24JAN2007:
It's cold. Need the air con be so freezing?

The noise, it's so silent.

Rain, when will it ever stop? Drip, drip, drip.

The water that trickles down the window, is it the raindrops or my reflection?T

he coldness is crying for me. Crying out the words inscribed on the inside. Can you hear it?

I can. It's cuts deep into my skin, into my flesh, into my heart.

The rain drowns out my reflection.

Every feeling of pain, jelousy, depression, disappointment, dejectedness,

every feeling for it, her, him, them, us, you,

every single drop of tear that taste salty, salty, salty,

leaves me with nothing more than being overwhelmed with ...

My ipod is on full volume. But it's too overwhelming, not even the deafening silence can cover it up. Nothing can.

except..

...it's still cold

(AH IM CRAZY LOL)

EXCERPT FROM 14FEB2007:
fyi, I didn't visit that place today.
his lessons has not ended yet.

(huh? what place? whose lessons? LOL)

teacher: haave you handed in your assignment?
student: hmm. that's a tough one. is it a trick question?

(hm that's funny lol)

EXCERPT FROM 17MAR2007:
i was thinking of how it would be like to stand in the middle of the road and then suddenly comes a car and *WHOOSH* you're a goner.

(how amazing of me to have been thinking of such ridiculous stuff)

EXCERPT FROM 8MAR2007:
ZIYAN FORGOT TO BRING HER SILLY PUTTY AND LEFT IT IN THE FRIDGE TO LET HER FAMILY MISTAKE IT FOR CHEWING GUM AND POP IT IN THEIR MOUTH!

shilun and hx thought of a conver

familymember A: eh? new chewing gum wow!!
familymember B: wow! can change colour from purple to pink too!!
familymember A: wooh. and your face can change colour from yellow to green!

ytd when hanxi, ziyan, cas and i were changing in the toilet, hx and i decided to trick them into thinking we were in one cubicle.

cas: why squeeze into one cubicle?
hx: coz we like mah.
ME: i'm in the same cubicle as you meh?
hx: yes you are.
ME: oh yes i am.

note that we were still in different cubicles.

hx: move away, i wan to pee!
ME: i want to pee too!!
cas: liwen, you can just pee in the drain.
hx: no.. she can pee in the sanitary bin.
ME: ya. then when the person come and throw away, she'll think: eh. how come so heavy?

(omg i miss 2B and all the things they said which made me laugh like crazy)

EXCERPT FROM 8APRIL2007: [this is a code]
Toda i went to tm tor buys the stuff i need for sxf. I sawn this placey which sold hamkies! i wass practicully starcing ath it with poppin eyes an i waf worndring if i shouln get somes.

ok. erm. it looks abit obvious hur. sounds abit like slang or something. it's actually a question which someone asked me.

(i still havent found the answer but they arent anymore)

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scary shitzxzx im tired