i made up my mind

after the busy week next week and completing my hw (IMPOSSIBLE),

I'M GOING TO MAKE A NICE BLOGSKIN FOR MYSELF!
this blogskin is. o.O haha

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you may have seen me type this many many many times before but still

OMFG STOP EMOING OK STUPID
emoing kills

have i mentioned eye candies are like roller coaster rides? because this is what i feel now urgh

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i think i should learn not to smile so easily
especially since it's not those subtle smiles, but those kind of im-trying-hard-to-smile-subtly-but-i-cant-help-smiling-so-widely

no wonder he's so expressionless

no one would know you're secretly feeling happy
no one would know you're laughing at their pain and misery
no one would know you're so easily humoured

not that im anti-emotions or anything.

nono
emotions are meant to be displayed and not bottled up until you explode

but.
we're not supposed to be easily read books. english books.

at least be a chinese book or spanish book or something

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awkward silence 1
awkward silence 2
awkward silence 3

awkward silences occur because we think of what to say so we wouldn't sound wrong/stupid/lame

if i were to type out every pause i make while posting

... it'll drag on for a 1000 words essay

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why do i keep trying to justify and find reasons for this?
tsk just face it gosh

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nights :)