i decided that. 2008 shall be a year without my stupid NYR.
newyearresolutions.

because.

it really isn't a new year.
2008 is just another year for people to past.
not new. it was probably made like millions of years ago.
just that tomorrow will be starting point of that year's torture.

&it's not like tomorrow i'll shed my skin and grow new skin or mutate into a new living form.

because tomorrow i'm still me.
and the day after that.
and the day after that.
and the day after that.
and the day after that.

i'll still be liwen.

so no NYR for 2008. nonono.

sorry NYRs. but you just irk me.


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to make this post longer.

i'll just continue typing. whatever comes to mind.

oh i think i should change my blogskin. not for the new year.

as i said there's no NEW year. just NEXT year.


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but still. xD

since that's what people call it. HAPPYNEWYEAR.

i shall make it happy for you. happyhappyhappy.

or distressing. whichever you prefer.


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i watched a movie on youtube yesterday. it's damn nice.

only at the end i realised it's rated R21.

there was no porn in it. DonnieDarko.

if it was made into a book, we would be made to read it for LA i bet. minus the vulgarities and other things which made it R21.


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hello. dude.

i like being cool. but unfortunately.
i am not.

i would like to say im hot. but unfortunately.
there's no doubt about that.


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don't ask me where i get the mood from.

i just plucked it from the sky and swallowed it down.

something stinks. it isn't me.


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i want to have the ideal flaw.

maybe i'll get it next year.

it'll fall from the sky and i'll grow wings and fly up to swallow it.

if you ever do that i'll hate you and never talk to you forever.

haha!

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lol. that ! was so fake. like.

smile =D

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wth. smile doesn't equals capital d.

but my smiles are never fake.

maybe.

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actually. i'm typing these load of crap coz someone asked me to update.

goodnight.

i love this place i am at now.

lots and lots of people.

and if i walk and walk and walk. no one will notice me.


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but at night.

if i stand in the middle of nowhere. people. whoever they are. will stare at me.


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me :( sad

i know you hate me.

but now is not the time to tell me that.


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sorry. but life. is getting unlovable.

and i. am getting. less loving-able.


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are you sure life is as beautiful as me?

ohyes. because those who have outer beauty are empty inside.

&i am more than empty inside.

there's not even anything to fill up with emptiness.


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at least i can love.

the place i am at now.

shit.

please don't act like nothing happened. please?

it has just changed my life but what about you?

i feel like crying.

but.

it's funny how the sadness can be erased when I laugh at my life.


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why did liwen cross the road?
to evaporate elephants.

why did the elephant cross the road?
to escape from the elephant-evaporating liwen.


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♥Cassandra is pissed off with _____________. says:

he is

so random

i randomly got to know random sx when random liwen was talking about random things one random day

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i love gossips.

abt d&t j&e t&s HOHO.

hx will hate me for this.
hx hates gossips.

"how can i be gay if i'm ALREADY female?"

good question. jr's saying she used to be male but she evolved into being a female.

like it's part of life's transformation.

oh and her ring.

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.but i think you should stop being so paranoid.

are you going to say i'm planning to stab you when i sharpen a knife?


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is she a baby or is she a baby?

yuckyuckyuck.


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bleah. not fair. it should be ME instead. mememe

I dedicate this post to yaptianjuen.

i officially hate him.

if you're like cassandra who says, "I thought it was official long ago."

well.


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it was official but without the officially. now it's official plus OFFICIALLY.

can you imagine it?
I've just SINNED hating a bondian.
I've just SINNED because of an idiot.

ohwdv.

i know you hate me.

but it's not going to change anything.

there're only 3words that can be used to describe the person who typed what I read just now.

contradiction.
pretentious.
desperate.

ever felt forced to do something you don't want to do at all???!!!

DAMN.
the dustbin is at my house so I CAN'T SAY NO!
damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.


*frowns*


where are you when I need you so badly?
=/ bloodyhell.
this is BAD.BAD.BAD.BAD.BAD.BAD.


what do i do now? SOMEONE TELL ME. urgh.

yum. I just love duck drumsticks.

I don't understand why people are so afraid of being fat when they're already so thin.

I mean if we were meant to be bamboo sticks, we would be born that way right?


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Today, jy wore the exact same clothes he did a week ago, and the week before that.

makes me think he only has that polotee and bermudas.


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my life is like a drama. serious.

go to cassandra's blog and search my name under the bloggerbar.

her blog seems to record dramatic happenings in my secsch life.

damn.


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i hear jingly keys sound.

oh damn my com's falling apart. for the 4th time

I think.

life is really not for the fainthearted or for people who take things too seriously.

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Let it go &smile.

maybe. just maybe.

things won't be as bad as they seem to be.

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shit. I forgot I was boiling water again. HAHAHA

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guess who is the person in the photos? (btw tt fishbone shoe is mine =D)

clue: it's an EXTREMELY cute person.

cas &I are trying to see how similar we are.
(and whether we repel coz like poles repel and opposites attract)

15 things about me

1. I play a chinese instrument. &2 nonchinese instrument. HAHA
2. I'm afraid of TJ.
3. I drink from 2 straws all the time.
4. The seniors I like most critisize me alot.
5. I love irritating people with my singing.
6. I prefer chinese songs. somehow.
7. I'm enthu most of the time. &I hate emo people.
8. I don't like twitters. maybe.
9. I have a very high ego. &I love myself.
10. I don't get tired easily. during sch hours that is.
11. I like the colour blue.
12. I cry easily. but I'm not emo ok. HAHA
13. I'm a big hottie. at least I think I am.
14. I listen to the radio at night. everynight.
15. I like drawing.


10 questions (I thought of those odd numbered, and cas those even numbered)

1) If someone told you I love you, what would you say?
I seriously don't think anyone will say this to me.

2) If someone blocked you, what would you do?
I would freak out, and curse that person for having a low tolerance level. HAHA and then ask everyone if that person is online frequently. =D

3) If you were given one last song to sing, what would it be?
ai4 shi1 kong4. it's the first song i irritated 2B with. =)

4) Out of these four options (your photo, your senior's photo and your enemy's photo), which one would you most likely put as your dp?
My enemy's la.

5) If someone flashed to you, what would you do?
I would do what I did. Tell as many people I can, curse that person with my friends, think about how funny it was, and make everyone laugh by saying what that person did.

6) If someone told you you suck, what would you reply?
Thanks ar.

7) If you had wings, where would you fly to?
Firstly, I would fly to my enemy's house and ransack that place.
Secondly, I would fly Italy because I really want to go there and see the aeroplanes in the sky.
Thirdly, I would fly to the moon if I had enough oxygen and strength. HAHA

8) If someone told you he/she was going to commit suicide because you were too mean, what would you tell him/her?
well then go and die. that's why I was mean to you.

9) Which is your favourite musical note?
G

10) If you said somebody suck, what do you actually mean?
I mean that person sucks.

MY SINGING IMPROVED! =D

maybe it's just that i would like to think it has.

you wanna hear it? you can send me a sms saying you want to I'd be more than glad.


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"the mention of twitish &lovey dovey people makes me sick." Cassandra Chow.

at least that's what i think she would say


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... i would say.

then don't. &smile while doing it.


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A: where on earth have you disappeared to?

B: nowhere?

A: what nowhere? you must have been to somewhere.

B: I wasn't on earth. I went back to MARS.


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you know what my snr said about me?

the poster said we were YOUNGTALENTS.

she said i was just a young decorative item pretending to play the flute. HAHAHA

turned out that I was late today.

but srsly. I was never on time. just that there'll always be someone later.

this time it was JIAYING. he reached home at 2am this morning.



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why would anyone lose sleep over TALKING about someone they idolise?

LOSE SLEEP? TALKING? IDOLISE??

am I the weird one

or

why is it that I seem to be the only one who doesn't IDOLISE him?
in fact I just dislike him SOMETIMES.



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i shall be patient.

patience is a virtue.

personA: did you watch phantom of opera?
personB: no. I only watch pokemon.

what can I say?



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how do you know you're a jerk?

when no one ever tells you that. but you just know they want to say it.

coz you know what that means. just that no one spells it out that clearly.



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I'm gonna be late!! but thinking about it.

since when was I never late?

then wtf am I still here? holyshit.