i love this place i am at now.

lots and lots of people.

and if i walk and walk and walk. no one will notice me.


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but at night.

if i stand in the middle of nowhere. people. whoever they are. will stare at me.


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me :( sad

i know you hate me.

but now is not the time to tell me that.


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sorry. but life. is getting unlovable.

and i. am getting. less loving-able.


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are you sure life is as beautiful as me?

ohyes. because those who have outer beauty are empty inside.

&i am more than empty inside.

there's not even anything to fill up with emptiness.


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at least i can love.

the place i am at now.