im goin crazy.

[c=28].[/c] says:

-.-

joker

NEWILAUHC says:

LOL

so do you think im ugly or not?

[c=28].[/c] says:

ahahaha

NEWILAUHC says:

what ahahaha? ==

[c=28].[/c] says:

i tink u are the prettyiest girl on earth

NEWILAUHC says:

== that sounds rlly sacarstic

but thanks anw

[c=28].[/c] says:

why .. dun want u alr uh?

NEWILAUHC says:

LOL alr?

he has never did anw HAHAHA

[c=28].[/c] says:

EXACTLY

i was gonna say tt aww u read my mind

NEWILAUHC says:

HAHAHAH

yea

cool

LOL

LOLOLOL

im so sad

:( im not ugly right

[c=28].[/c] says:

ohh u just LOLLLLED, den u put unhappy face?

are u autistic?

NEWILAUHC says:

HAHAHA

maybe

[c=28].[/c] says:

im autistic btw

NEWILAUHC says:

im going crazy seriously

AH I CAN TELL LOL

thanks for the newsflash

[c=28].[/c] says:

msfang said i was autistic

HAHAHA

NEWSFLASH?

wad newsflash>

NEWILAUHC says:

==

[c=28].[/c] says:

?

NEWILAUHC says:

uhm

like a flashing news?

[c=28].[/c] says:

huh???

NEWILAUHC says:

HAHHA

i dont know

like sometimes you watch some stupid show

and there's the incoming news or smth LOL

thats the newsflash

[c=28].[/c] says:

wadsssit gotta do with me?!?!

NEWILAUHC says:

hahhaa nth?

[c=28].[/c] says:

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

okLOL i am going crazy right.

NEWILAUHC says:

:D bean shape mouth

BEAN

[c=28].[/c] says:

i dun give a damn

NEWILAUHC says:

HAHA

me too

im sad

why are you telling me about some hero when im so sad?

[c=28].[/c] says:

so tt u can watch it n cheer up

it seems u are autistic, cannot portray yr emotions well

NEWILAUHC says:

HAHAHA

what?

i feel like punching you

[c=28].[/c] says:

ima bean bag!

NEWILAUHC says:

HAHHAA

BEAN?

[c=28].[/c] says:

see wad i mean?

autistic kid

poor thing.

NEWILAUHC says:

HAHA indeed

PERFECT MATCH.

GREAT SUCCESS. yo [hahahhaa]

dum dee dum~ EOYS

LOL
LOL
LOL
LOL
LOL
LOL
LOL

hm. hold on.

.

WHERE ON EARTH DID MY PICTURE OF HER ass BACK GO?! OMG IT WAS IN MY PHONE THE LAST TIME I CHECKED!

:/ unexplainable phenomenum.

oh well you get the idea

---

10 minutes after irene started talking to me on msn her msn conver history file increased by 172kb

dont ask how that is possible, because i've come to realise that with her around

ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE -_-

(like have you heard of people's hair sine graphing? and people walking around at home and brushing teeth naked HAHAHAHAHA)

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ohno! tmr's the start of my zuo4wen2 journey :/hm

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USE BAYGON AND KILL XIAO QIANG WAHAHAHAHA

HAIRLESS ROACH HAHA wait which roach is hairy anyway?! LOL

if you would like a deeper insight into what activity i'm currently engaging in, please read the following line.

I FEEL LIKE YELLING AAAHHH BUT NOT THOSE DEPRESSED YELL, ITS THOSE OMFGIMSOHYPERTHINKINGOFSTUPIDTWIRTTOS YELL AND IM SMILING AND GIGGLING TO MYSELF LIKE SOME INSANE IMH PATIENT AND SPAMMING MY COUSIN ON MSN OMG HAHA. OH AND I'M ALSO READING IRENE'S MSN CONVER HISTORY WHICH IS DRIVING ME EVEN FURTHER INTO THE DEPTHS OF INSANITY.

ah that was more like a paragraph than a line.

gooooddddyyyyyyyy dreamland aaahhh~

"fast fast come, fast fast go"

haha what an unlikely statement from me huh?

(i mean cmon, BAD ENGLISH STARING AT YOU LOL)

---

in class when you're trying to absorb some new topic and fight against the sleepy aura, an annoyance in the form of a random cockroach-like pest comes fleeting in

at the end of it all, moments before the last bell rings, it scurries out ridding the class of its presence

LIKE AS THOUGH IT NEVER FLEW IN! xD

---

EOYS EOYS OHNO

everyone mug mug mug, right?

but what am i doing?

!!??

just sitting around - fast fast come, fast fast go

---

Isn't it better to believe in yourself
than believing in those vague rumours?

yea wy, he's such an EPIC PHAIL man. HAHAHA

i didn't know i take offence so easily (afterall i'm already so used to it), maybe it's just true that today's a PISSFUL day.
or maybe

sleep it over, and it'll be over in a blink.
like as though this whole 4 months thing was just a joke and it never actually happened.

this is probably the manifestation of my hsj obsession and nothing but an illusion.

illusion .

i'd wake up and realise that i've never XXXXXXXX XXXXX XXXX X XXXXXX :D

meanwhile dont cry through your sleep lol.

speaking of hsj,
HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

aaaaahhhh wy!!!!!!!!!!!! i just saw something really cool today :D and i think he's getting fatter :P

jalousie :)

LALALA we got back our class photos today! ~










AH MY FAVOURITE [&most hated] PHOTO! :D



3D IS SUCH A CUTE CLASS, no?
but certain beings deserve to be physically photoshopically removed from the photo

Maybe I should stop saying things like,

"If I bathe at 4pm everyday,

2008 would be a great year for me"

because after it all, I would end up not doing whatever I had hoped to do and start worrying if my wish would never come true.

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CHUALIWEN OMFG YOU'RE SUCH A COWARD
yea yea you can say that again.

---

close your eyes.
what do you see?

A sea of blue, flooding the the earth with the pool of sorrow.
Dark ominous clouds loom overhead, and rain starts to beat down mercilessly.
If anyone ever tries to yell, it wouldn't be heard over the shrieks of thunder and the howling wind.
Everything seems to blend in so nicely, even the crows seem to cackle sinisterly.

.

HAHA whatever.

last week i remember saying that it was so impossible that anyone could do that
&yet i'm feeling it now.

guess what are the 2 songs on my playlist [shh secret]

HOW IRONIC! :(

but it's okay because music is such an innocent diversion.

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AH

(hahaha)

why do i feel so sad everytime i think of everything that happened?

i think we would make great friends!

that's if you even bothered trying to quit avoiding and ignoring me.

I TOTALLY HATE THE WAY YOU LOOK AWAY WHENEVER WE MEET

what do i have to lose? :D

i will do it. tomorrow. i will.

---

uh HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAA

oh damnit what just happened?

it's ok i can just skip dinner and not bathe today .

i should go sleep now and hope that i would wake up to realise that everything was humongous nightmare (and i can bathe tmr anw)

that's what i'm going to do now goodnight

what so important?

something important.

this was what happened:

JUNE HOLIDAYS

"we have to present our chem mini assignment once school reopen, lets hurry get it done!"

after countless attempts of trying to meet online and some really irritated person [note: irritated person not irritating person, not me btw] we managed to produce the script and powerpoint slides

1 DAY BEFORE PRESENTATION

"liwen have you done the short story?"

OMFG SHORT STORY?! damnit i forgot

so as usual i stayed up the whole night to complete the short story and ppt and went to school feeling really accomplished.

THE DAY OF PRESENTATION

ah THERE WASN'T ANY CHEM but 3 periods of bio instead.

&i was very very very sleepy.

THE NEXT CHEM LESSON

"those presenting the mini asst please get ready, you'll present when school reopens."

??!!!!!!!!!!

school reopens, that's today right?
but chem was replaced with LA :D

-_- after that stupid sleepless night and so much for doing it the previous holiday

sajfbjkfa&%&^*&&^!!!!

MORAL OF THE STORY: DO NOT EVEN BOTHER i feel so cheated

haha

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what to do? what to do?

why so expressionless? YOU SHOULD ACT LIKE A CUTE HAMSTER!

sigh

the world's coming to an end.

hurry say your i love yous and hope for the best.

ADD ME ON FRIENDSTER!!

[ok that was really random because i don't have a friendster account haha]

---

while while while ~

whiler, you're a huge loser LOSER.

why waste your time away when you could use them to accomplish wonders?

---

stop asking those stupid 'why' questions you don't have answers to.
rhetorical questions can shake people from their state of daydreaming!

according to mr melvin tan's theory

One cookie is better than Nothing.

Nothing is better than Eternal Happiness.

hence, if 1cookie > nothing & nothing > eternal happiness

ONE COOKIE IS BETTER THAN ETERNAL HAPPINESS

it makes sense to me! (ok maybe not, but for the effect here it does)

if everyone thought that way,

there wouldn't be any emoness and distraction from studying for EOYs HOW GREAT!

it's like saying, "aww I give you 1 cookie and you won't be sad ever again!"

but what if I eat up that cookie?

then the happiness and goodness in that cookie would spread in your body. unlike proteins and starch, happiness and goodness are unable to be broken down by enzymes. and they don't get sent to the liver to be detoxified and converted to urea so they're not removed from your body.

they'll stay in your body forever and you'll forever be a happy kid! :D

---

ok whatever lalaland time.

I must publicly express my disgust in its entirety at a certain person.

however despite my desperate need to express myself, there isn't any english word available that can accurately convey my feelings of repulsion towards that person.

^&%#$%!!! jsabdjhsghwl&%&^%&$@!!#&
EEW

since you want to get expelled so much then please carry on it's ok no one will stop you.

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EOYS EOYS EOYS ==!

hey lets go kbox someday!

ahbtwgdluckforyouruhmyeapromos.

urgh im going crazy too i need to do my compre and im really afraid i'll flunk maths again.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

why? why are you wasting laughter?
---

I'M INDEED AMAZING xD
but not amazing enough. so i would have to wait until the next time we meet :(

---

i want to say that i'm really really jealous. BUT I'M HAPPY THAT THINGS HAVE NOT CHANGED MUCH YAY
:D

what would you do if someone gave you this many letters?

liwen, you know you aren't sincere enough.

really? you think so? :)

Now all you sucker D.J.'s who think you're fly

There's got to be a reason and we know the reason why

You try to put on those airs and act real cool

But you've got to realize that you're acting like fools

If there's music we can use it we need to dance

We don't have the time for psychological romance

COME ON BABY TELL ME WHAT'S THE WORD
THE WORD UP

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dumdumdum.

today's a happy happy crazy day. :D THANKS TO YOU HAHA

tabootaboootabooooooooo

you can always hire me to help you search for some unknown person.
my services price from $0.50 - $2 HOW REASONABLE :D

i realised alot of people my age have weird blogs (but that person isnt my age! :D)

define weird
HAHA you know what i mean

anyway, i still think you shouldn't have done that tsktsk.

I was supposed to meet wanying at 8.00am at pasir ris mrt today.

An Indepth Analysis on Why I'm Always Late.

6.30am - my alarm rang. but there's always the snooze button :D
7.05am - i was still in bed ready to press the snooze again, until someone woke me up
7.15am - bathed and changed

. oh yay early for once

7.20am - OH DAMNIT I FORGOT TO PRINT THE ESSAYS
7.22am - the printer was ready but ALBERT had to die on me (aiya change computer la!)
7.25am - zomfg printer no inkkkkkkkk
7.35am - woah im so efficient thank god im still on time

. "I hope the bus comes straight away when you reach the bus stop."
well yea it left the moment i reached. that counts right?

7.55am - lalala i was still sitting at the bus stop waiting for the bloody bus
8.00am - HAHAHA i was finally on the bus, but the bus journey takes 20 minutes!

so you see
not that i dont try to be punctual, FATE JUST DOESN'T ALLOW IT TO HAPPEN

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1hour journey there

5 minutes of handing in geog essay

1hour journey back

ah. the advantages of staying in the east where you're always in for a treat

---

then we ate lunch at tampines mall macs. :)

the world's really scarily filled with people who look alike.

[not counting twins, or siblings, or blood related people]

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aaaahhhh wanying I'm not sure how I'm going to do it either, but I will try my best. It always works out in the end afterall! And if I succeed, I would definitely want to be a PI next time. :D WISH ME LUCK!

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crazy . crazy . crazy

this insanity is spreading AND IT'S NOT MY FAULT

WOULD YOU LIKE TO KNOW WHOSE FAULT IT IS? (please refer to appendix1.1)

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when insanity spreads, there's no way to disinfect it.

it corrupts your senses, blurs your judgment and eventually turns you into a hermit

empty and distracted with obsession

but that's not who you want to be, is it?

would you rather be a walking zombie living in your own world or lead a life filled with possibilities which know no boundaries?

good question. hm i wonder too. (hahahha)

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APPENDIX 1.1

TADAA that's my sister hohoho. please change your sweet cute and innocent image of her because she's totally not.

[my sister's 8 years old btw]

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh I'M SO NERVOUS SO NERVOUS SO NERVOUS

my heart is thumping like it has never thumped before
[ok not exactly, this is just an expression]

OHNO! and im getting a stomachache

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on another note, I BUFFERED MY NAILS TODAY! :D

shiny shiny wooh.

makes me happy looking at my nice nails, and hopefully makes me happy during my exam today

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ok yay you must have guessed it
TODAY'S MY ELECTONE EXAM! &im really really really scared

it's been 2 years since i last took my exam ohno ohno ohno im really scared

lalala why think so much right? D: but im rlly nervous