the spider ran away OH REALLY?!

Saturday, February 28, 2009

i think that my hair makes me look like a TBG
and i totally think i look like a more handsome TBG than alot of others :D

(and the only difference is that i don't spike my hair, wear pink caps, stripy tshirts, skinnies or wrist bands)

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when i think about how close we had been,
it makes me wonder why couldn't it stay that way

what has become of us?
but some things aren't meant to be.

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HAHA OH AND I REALISE WHENEVER I TELL ANYONE NO GUY IS EVER WORTH IT IM BEING SEXIST BY IMPLYING THAT GIRLS ARE WORTH IT SO I SHALL CLARIFY IT HERE

no guy or girl is ever worth being emo over


why?
BECAUSE IF HE OR SHE IS REALLY THAT WORTH IT HE OR SHE WOULDN'T HAVE MADE YOU EMO IN THE FIRST PLACE RIGHT WHAT IS THIS

what is this??
:D

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stupid gong1 han2 stupid stupid gong1 han2

next time when i need to lodge a complain about some irritating occurance i shall write a stupid gong1 han2 and see what happens

i'd probably will never get the justice i deserve!!

omg you're right TBGs are all the same .

now that you've enlightened me, let me surf the net in peace.

gosh go see

http://www.flickr.com/photos/31134036@N06/

the photos are so cool!

Friday, February 27, 2009

omg i found the blog of the guy who hates me -__-

and i think i should just be a PI and that people should never provide me with names or i'll invade their lives

ps. oh and that girl is not cute at all you have bad taste

Thursday, February 26, 2009

imagine if i led more than 1 life .

:O amazing.

i want to be in an alternate dimension where i can test out my solutions before actually deciding what's the best to be done.

but if i were given 1 chance to redo things, i would probably wish for more and man's greed and desire for the impossible is unstoppable so the only way to put a stop to it is

to fantasize.

although sometimes the best things in life happen to you when you least expect it .

yesyes fantasy is good my dear shrimp

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

i feel like im studying for maths eoys last minute -__-

this is so stupid grah

Monday, February 23, 2009



Saturday, February 21, 2009

Chen Teck Tay added a friend that you suggested...‏

From: Facebook (notification+hrvdpeoz@facebookmail.com)
Sent: 19 February 2009 22: 38PM
To: Chua Liwen (cleverpiggy_rox@hotmail.com)
Chen Teck Tay and Nicoke Ka Kola are now friends. You suggested this friendship.


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omg this sounds highly wrong (but she was very happy anyway)

Friday, February 20, 2009

"OHDEAR, CHUALIWEN WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR HAIR?!"

i made my hair like this so i'll look like a shrimp ( .. hahaha)

I LOVE YOU SHRIMP! :D

nah i'm just kidding (i'm no pedophile) although i know you probably love me too xD

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what has become of us?

omg seriously you're my idol. but maybe you should have more integrity in fulfilling your responsibilities and not make others do work that should have been completed by you.

but you're still my idol :D

Thursday, February 19, 2009

I wish I had only 60 days left to live

then i would understand the importance of the people around me and learn not to take for granted the small things that happen and indulge in self-pity.

If I were given only 60 days to live, I would not hesitate to tell everyone what I really feel about them, thank people for the encouragement they've given and criticisms that made me hate myself even more than I already did, because it's better to die hated than die hating. I want to feel that it doesn't matter if everyone thinks I'm abnormal because at least I know I have not faked anything and not covered up for who I really am.

If I were given only 60 days to live, I want to make people understand that their actions and words have consequences, and that pretentious subtlety only shows the lack of courage. I want them to realise how their words can affect someone mentally and psychologically and that there's nothing wrong with feeling that way because everyone does whether they admit it or not.

If I were given only 60 days to live, I hope I could know what it really means to love and give selflessly and be loved in returned. I wish people would stop hating because sometimes they don't understand that people morph into what they are due to things others say about them.

If I were given only 60 days to live, I hope no one would cry for me after I die, not because they don't care but because they understand that I have not died with any regrets. I would tell my family how much I love them for all that they've provided for me, yet I know leaving them only shows how selfish I am to take away their love for me and give nothing in return.

If I were given only 60 days to live, I would tour the world and be inspired by the things people do to be happy and to stay alive, and then maybe I wouldn't want to die afterall.

If I were given only 60 days to live, I would make something for everyone who has impacted me, negatively or positively, and hope they know that what I am that day is because of the things they've done, and maybe they'd put more thought into their actions knowing that they could affect someone else the same way they did to me.

If I were give only 60 days to live, I would smile on my deathbed knowing that it's better to die hated than to die hating and that I've always been true to myself and the people I know. My family would not cry because they understand this too :)

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

i've given up on so many things

I WANT YOU TO INSPIRE ME !

Friday, February 13, 2009

he wont be home until really late today and you have the computer to yourself omg please do what i want you to.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

HAHA OMG SO CUTE

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I LOVE YOU WHEEEE OMGOMGOMGOMG YOU'RE SO CUTE AND NICE AND I TAKE BACK MY RULE OF NOT LIKING FAT GUYS

although my definition of fat isnt fat at all haha

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

sometimes i follow people's lives so closely i feel i am a part of it

(OMG please say im weird)

reading different blogs is like reading those stories where each happening is told from a different point of view, injected with each own feelings

it gets so entertaining sometimes it's like watching a drama series, and when i see them in person i wonder if they know the things i know about them

SO NO ONE SHOULD EVER FEEL INSIGNIFICANT BECAUSE WE'RE ALL LIKE STARRING IN OUR OWN MOVIE
(and you never know if there's someone out there like me who tracks down the stuff you do daily)

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is being retained a norm ? why doesn't anyone freak out when they tell me "im a retainee"

Saturday, February 7, 2009

sometimes i think that it would be great if i could live a life that does not belong to me for one day.

on the bus i look at all the people around me and wonder what it would be like slogging out in the office, sweating after jc orientation, being a student councilor organising school activities, skipping school to go sentosa, getting drunk having a girlfriend to be fretted over

if only i knew him/her
if only i was in his/her shoes
if only .

nevermind i'm very contented with my life :)

Thursday, February 5, 2009



LOL ROLFMAO