OMG! :O recently something extremely disturbing happened

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~lala im not going to say it
if i did it wouldnt be a secret anymore!

actually it alr isnt, unless you consider it a 3DKNOWNSECRET

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sidetracking,
CHARLIE IS THE MOST DISGUSTING GUY IVE KNOWN

his disgustingness beats guys who keep condoms in their wallets or guys who has porn in their handphones or guys who detest the sight of me (haha oops).

such people whose looks are a far cry from what they propose themselves to posses
they spread their infectious face skincomplains (?!) to those who willingly engage in a communicative process with them
these beings are also walking advertisements for the sophiscated rhszx version of the english dictionary

there's the saying, "looks are deceiving" but charlie's are superbly honest.

thanks for being such a topicable subject (ok this seems inunderstoodable for a person like charlie)
thx euu arhzZx

you're almost all i talk to my friends on msn about
almost

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enough about charlie, ive got maths common test tomorrow :( gahhhhhhh

you know the kind of feeling when you walk into the lift lobby of a shopping mall and you start to love the smell of the lift

and you step into the lift admiring your own reflection and once you reach the level you pressed for, the door opens and a gush of cold air splashes across your face

and you take another deep breathe trying to smell the airconditioned air, but the coldness numbs your nose

and you look down the railings looking at people walking around, squeezing around, sniffing around

and you start walking around too, aimlessly and looking at the stuff on display wishing you had your wallet or money with you

and once it's too alluring you enter the shop and just touching it, imaging it was yours gives you that sense of satisfaction

but you walk out of the shop once the shop assistant walks over and pokes his/her nose into your touching experience

and you start wandering around, hoping you dont spot anyone you know in case that person finds you pathetic being alone in the huge shopping mall

you know that kind of feeling you get wandering around the shopping mall is just so . nice and happy :)

E is for everyday is a happy day, but sad things happen on happy days

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1. Does anyone have your heart?
uhm?!! i didnt donate it away and if i did i wouldn't be alive

2. Ever been in a perfect relationship?
aren't all friendships and kinships(haha) so perfect?

3. Which is more romantic: flowers or candy?
2 weeks supply of watermelon juice

4. Did you sing in the shower today?
OMG how did you know?

5. When is the last time you cried?
yesterday night

6. Are you scared of bugs?
oh dang yes and people who act like bugs

7. Is there anyone you wish was still in your life?
no one i know has died.

8. Did you have fun today?
HAHA YES!

9. Do you live near your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
LOL i dont have one

10. Regret breaking up with any of your exes?
huh?

11. How often do you hug?
i just hugged my albert bag on the way home

12. The next person you’ll hold hands with, will it mean anything?
it means im feeling really happy being with that person

13. The last person you held hands with, did it mean anything?
it meant that i was really happy being with that person

14. What would be your choice of weapon?
MY WORDS ARE LIKE SWORDS SHEESH

15. Do you label people?
uhm maybe if they were needtobelabelled products

16. What does your hair look like?
it looks like hair omg

17. Where is your cell phone?
oh good question. where is it?

18. Have you ever thought that your life was so bad you wanted to give up?
not yet :/

19. What's your favourite number?
4

20. Have you seen your best friend cry?
i guess so

21. Who is your crush?
i dont have that weight :( (UNLIKE BOSHI HEHE)

22. What's so great about your crush?
makes me sad :( HAHA NAH JUST KIDDING I DONT HAVE THE WEIGHT LALA

23. Have you ever thought you liked someone, but realised that you actually don't?
no im very sure i like hsj :D

24. Did you dream last night?
damn. i was in another quadrapop competition AND I WON THIS TIME :D

25. When was the last time you didn't tell the truth?
around 5 hours ago

26. Do you prefer Maths or Science?
god i hate maths and science

27. How is your heart lately?
it uhm. it's still a heart

28. How would you tell someone you like them?
shout it out to the whole world like how irene said shouted "I LIKE LIWEN" haha

29. Who always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
TINGYUN AND WANYING and irene's yelling therapy

30. Have you ever had your heart broken?
... why do quiz always have such cliche questions?

31. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
hur maybe 2 years older.

32. Does the future scare you?
if my future doesnt go as i planned :/

33. What disappoints you the most?
that i get sad over stupid things

34. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
JAPAN! :D

35. What does the sweetest text in your inbox say?
Haha thats great :D You shouldnt have felt sad in the first place! Im happy tt you have gotten over it:D so dun be sad ever again k! [actually i hope i really have gotten over it]

36. If it's the end of the world, what would be your last wish?
I wish the world wouldnt come to an end

37. If you're being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
it means i didnt get to drink my watermelon juice

38. Do you bump into someone's arm if you want to hold their hand?
i would just grab it HAHA

39. Would you ever steal someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
... damn who said yes to this question?

40. Are you a crazy stalker?
!!! dyllis said i am, BUT I AM NOT

jingqing! you're not the only stupid one haha

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ive never found someone like you
someone whose smile makes me feel like ive been holding back
and now there's nothing i can do

oh liwen please dont think this way please jump down now.

== it's just lyrics stupid

D is for damn

i feel extremely . how long is this going to last?

everyone's acting weird

Don't know what to say.!!!! says:

i gtg

seeya

bye bye

go see a counsellor

normally he would say take care after bye!

oh gosh im really sad now

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C is for cccccccimsosorryitismayfaultthatyouhatemeandimsorryistillloveyoualot

B is for boing

today ive gotten a HUGE boing.

and that is: ** ** **** * ******** jerk

actually the biggest boing today is that: i'm such an idiot. :( im sorry

i cant believe i stayed up until 3am in the morning just to talk on msn haha

ok that haha wasnt a meant haha (incoherent!)

i love the conver i had so I SHALL TYPE OUT THE PARTS I LOVE :D

ok no i shall not. no one would get the jokes :)

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when you open your eyes and be less biased, you would realise things that you've never realised before. omg i think ... HAHAH

please forgive me because when he first walked in i was thinking ohmy he's cute and everyone started saying he sucks so i said hm yeayea he sucks. :( im so bendy

please forgive me because when i said i hate people who act like leeches i know that im so tempted to do so myself but i cant because its hateful :/

please forgive me because when i smiled and waved to you i was looking the the person next to you and thinking she's such a bitch from trying to act close to you D:

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this shall be my first letter post

A is for ambiguous

the world is a scary world
"hello liwen" can actually mean "hello you deesgooxteeng person liwen is such a terrible name please do not approach me stay away"

they aren't lying, they're just not saying everything LOL common line

however most people aren't like that :D

or we could all end up boxed up because such thoughts can be flashed on our faces yea it is THAT unfair

whenever you hear a question like "do you like so-and-so?" or "what do you think of so-and-so?"
you just KNOW that person dislikes so-and-so.

ty: help me buy milo dinosaur.
me: *goes to buy drink* here is your drink. can you do me a favour?
ty: ?
me: help me buy milo dinosaur.
ok this is so not related but it happened and i thought it would be funny to post it

i'm sorry i can't think of anything else to post

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im tired but i just cant get to bed :(

and now im in the state of night brain deadness prone to the dangers of the night

KEEP MY HANDPHONE AWAY FROM ME

why make life so complicated?

just enjoy it and dont expect much (&there'll be fewer disappointments)

we should all just read macbeth do maths and study geog :)
then life would be so much more simpler

who cares if your heartbroke? (aww haha!)
who cares if you're bald like zh? (although that's gross)
who cares if you hate leeches?

LETS ALL DO JUMPING JACKS AND BE HAPPY YAY!

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oh guanyinma just went offline hahaha

and I'M STILL TRYING TO CRAM MACBETH (and thinking of what reasons to let mrskumaran postpone the quizy)

dang.

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maths undepresses the nights, do it when you're really sad HAHA

YO what time is it?

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ive made a new friend, and i shall let my new friend introduce itself!

:D HELLO! I'm the cute and chio smiley!

as you can see, my face is up there ^, although that's a tilted version.
and im loved by everyone all around the world

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ok omf i have alot of hw why am i still wasting time ah maths quiz on friday sheesh i hate maths

SMSES

SMSES are sneaky beings which vibrate your phone when you least expect it.
SMSES sort of suck (you never know what heartbreak or joy they might bring)
SMSES are like coincidences [you never know what each creator feels, or if there even is a creator]

actually i wrote this on the 9th november last year but nevermind i can still type it now :D

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some people have the ability to think of the most amusing and weird things to post about

just do your work la!

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"i want my lollipop! @-"

i dont understand what is it with lollipops and everyone's seemingly attraction to them

for goodness sake, it's just a sweet ball on top of a stick!
people's obsession with the alienated candy amuses me :)

imagine going into a shop and picking out 10 lollipops. HAHAHA that's so not funny

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:O only 1 minute only 1 minute

an egg resembling creature

:D

im sick :(

as in the feverish sick

and now im eating porridge.

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after that embarrasing incident OH SHEESH

ive decided to take action

wheeeeee i can't wait for tomorrow.

although such statements are always accompanied by future disappointment :(

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oh btw dyllis, i agree with px because i dont see either. i mean it's been clouded by all the pimples

BUT

I'VE CAME UP WITH AN EXCELLENT THEORY ABOUT PIMPLES :D

pimples appear when you're in love :)
(oh gosh don't flame me please it's just my theory)

why?
because when you're in love, your pulse starts escalating, your palms perspire more than usual, your face turns hot and your neck burnswith heat (esply if it's a tie-wearing day like monday)

and all that vibration and heat causes your face to break out in pimples, furthernore if you rub the toxic sweat on your face, it aggrevates the situation.

(wait before you jump into the conclusion that i'm describing myself, I'M NOT)

it's like whenever ty says things like, "oh so and so i love you"
she'll start complaining about the amount of pimples she has, when i can't even see any

yea so

if your whole face (besides your eyelids nostril and lips) are covered in pimples,
YOU'RE PROBABLY IN LOVE

if you dont know it, well now you do, I'M TELLING YOU

haha another one of my great theories

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IM PROCATINATING AGAIN :( back to work byee

please stop trying to take her away from me.

SHE'S MINE and i mean it

no seriously. what are you trying to do? she'll never love you more than she loves me so just stop it.

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:D IDMI PRESENTATION TODAY HAHA

it was so nervousing and my group members made me even more nervous

I'M SORRY I SCREWED UP AGAIN

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the night drunks me

I ALWAYS DO STUPID THINGS AT NIGHT

the dangers of staying up past by bedtime :/

i just realised i cant take stress :(

do you understand?

well of course you do, you'd gone through what i'm goin through x100 TIMES right?

:( but still

i wish you were here for me