the spider ran away OH REALLY?!

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Maybe it's not such a bad idea to blog more often afterall. It's been a long while since I last posted and it almost feels like I've lost the ability to express myself coherently. Or it could be that I'm blasting music in the background thus disrupting my train of thoughts.

I've been busying myself with work these days to stop myself from sinking into the abyss of depressive thoughts lest I have another relapse. It's not a bad solution anyway - I've become more aware of the most insignificant happenings amidst my banausic work. Being a promoter could actually be what I was meant to do, I should probably make this my fall back plan should Plan A fails. Then again, I've no clue what Plan A is.

Although I'm not one to be a trend follower I found myself searching for the latest trends on the runway, reading articles on fashion forecasts for Summer 12. My wardrobe is in dire need of a makeover and yet I never seem to be able to bring myself to spend on clothes. I decided if I knew what the latest trends are I might have a better idea of what to look for when I'm out (window) shopping. :)

Life's been boring honestly, but not that I'm asking for more drama. It's good to be feeling so calm for a change, to know what awaits me the next day. Feels like I'm in control of my life. This peace probably isn't going to last for long, but whatever yknow :) I'm (relatively) happy so that's all that matters. Just need to soak in this feeling before the rollercoaster ride begins again.