_ _ _ _ & _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

they acted like primary school girls.

to think i was being happy i had someone to add to my EHEM list.

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everyone else tries to be perfect, but you don't even have to try at all.

they say you're ugly and fat.
they say you're a big weirdo.
they say you're not worth it

but who cares what they say?

if you had all the friends in the world
heck my rule about hating all popular people

if you had no friends at all
they dont know how lucky they are to have a chance

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ah. yes.

another sign of a typical thingsaregoingtochangesoon period.

:( not that i look forward to it.

you'd never know if it's for the better or worse.

get yourself armed with the required weapons when the forces attack.

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when you think it's gone
IT COMES BACK TO HAUNT YOU AGAIN

this time stronger and better than before.

WLAN EH DAMN BLOODY PAIN :(

I HATE COINCIDENCES.

IF THIS DOESN'T SCARE YOU NOTHING WILL.

it's not me. my specs are green rmb.

many a times i sit in front of the computer talking to people on msn

I START SMILING AT THE COMPUTER LIKE AN IDIOT.

dang. it really irritates me in a way.

BUT SMILES ENCOURGAE ALBERT THE BLACK TO WORK FASTER AND MORE EFFICIENTLY.

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no seriously.

i think im far from perfect.

as much as they say, flaws are what makes a person perfect

TOO MANY FLAWS = A REDUNDANT BURDENFUL LIVING OBJECT (or you may call it the WORRIER)

i know you think i'm conceited and self opinionated.

am i? or am i not? HAH black and white encumbrance.

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OHYA i realised i don't use words like LIAO MAH BAH MEH OKAYE RILLI ANYWAYS (and all the twitzy stuff tj cas and i use while tagging sometimes) on my blog.

ACHIEVMENT ACHIEVEMENT.

IM NOT THE TWIT TO BE DECIMATED BY TJ AND CAS OR (MYSELF FOR THAT MATTER).

soh horx, iie suggez datzx euux ishx betterz luk elsewherex forhz twitzx larhx horx.

haha. speech day.

bimbos are like people who like sx.
then you must love him then.

i have absolutely nothing against that sticky orange substance you put on your hands and face to prevent them from being charcoal.

but if you put them on like

"omg so sticky."
"wahh im so hot leh"
"i put enough anot ar?"
"do i look ok?"

look ok? it's sunblock not makeup omf. priscilla and evon were acting like such bimbos. :D not like they aren't anyway.

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instead of just sitting around and smiling at or condemning the DISL

we should do something about it like playing tictactoe OR OFFERING THE USE OF THE BLOODY PHOTO COPYING CARD LA OMF

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double standards.

if every life is really that precious, why are bug killing chemical stuff made and sold to exterminate bugs in all forms?

did i mention the guinea pig that went berserk and jumped off irene's veranda?

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oh and you who have been secretly viewing my blog thinking i do not know -.- if you really want __________ so badly, you can ask me. i don't post __________ on a daily basis. it's ok, i wont tell the whole world. :)

dont you think he's just so cute? :)

you think im not trying to forget? im trying like SUPER hard so can you stop thinking that of me thanks.

GOSH SEE HOW EASY IT IS FOR SOMEONE TO GAIN ACCESS TO YOUR DUMB PHOTOS?

anw i hope i hadn't infringed your copyright laws or wdv. :D

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blogger's in p mode again!

i hate always leaving a line

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ive learnt that if you embrace the sun

you'll get the enlightenment you need.

HAHA i found the lsp poster i made in sec1 which caused my group to flunk.

and yes

that's our school foolscap.

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SHEESH i realised rgs band concert is after level camp. gahh

ohmyyy my thoughts are so random.

they're not even organised enough to be placed in one ---

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oh i love maggi mees.

ILY ILY ILY ILY ILY

It's ok Liwen hates You

TRY TO THINK AS MANY THINGS AS I CAN.

AND FORGET WHAT JIAXUN SAID><

THINK ABOUT BIOLOGY TEST THIS FRIDAY. THINK ABOUT MY GOINGTOGETBACK MATHS CT. THINK ABOUT LA COMPRE. THINK ABOUT SQUIRREL. THINK ABOUT 100 SMSES FOR 10CENTS. THINK ABOUT JACKY ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT CHELSEA. THINK ABOUT ZHENGHUI'S NTS LEVEL. THINK ABOUT JESSICA'S RANTS ABOUT STEPHEN. THINK ABOUT MODULES GRAPHS. THINK ABOUT ENZYME ACTIVITY. THINK ABOUT OREO MILKSHAKE. THINK ABOUT MY GAY AND CRAZY CLASS. THINK ABOUT ALEX'S TROUBLES ABOUT HER. THINK ABOUT HOW WENYI ABUSES ME. THINK ABOUT MY UNBOUGHT TIE. THINK ABOUT MY CHEM FILE. THINK ABOUT MY CHINESE COMPO. THINK ABOUT CHEESECAKES. THINK ABOUT HOW ALIKE DYLLIS AND I THINK. THINK ABOUT IRENE'S CRAZY LAUGHTER. THINK ABOUT THE THINGS NICOLE SAID THAT MADE ME LAUGH. THINK ABOUT WANYING'S MIMIO. THINK ABOUT DANIEL'S FINE HAIRS. THINK ABOUT ZHOUHONG BEING SUCH A LOSER. THINK ABOUT MY CRACKED HANDPHONE. THINK ABOUT HANXI CLAIMING IM NOISE POLLUTION. THINK ABOUT HOW JENNIFER MAKES ME TAKE PICTURES OF EHEM. THINK ABOUT GOING SE CONCERT. THINK ABOUT SPEECH DAY REHEARSAL. THINK ABOUT PRISCILLA'S BIRTHDAY. THINK ABOUT WHO'S GOIN TO PLAY ALTO FLUTE. THINK ABOUT MY ENCOUNTER WITH JIAYING. THINK ABOUT LEVEL CAMP BUNKING. THINK ABOUT SIXIAN'S HYPERNESS. THINK ABOUT THE TIME NOW. THINK ABOUT TALKING TO KANGRUI ON MSN. THINK ABOUT CASSANDRA'S SMILE. THINK ABOUT SHERYL AND TIANJUEN. THINK ABOUT LAIPING'S GREAT FINGURE. THINK ABOUT 2B CLASS CHALET. THINK ABOUT USAN'S BRACES. THINK ABOUT SEEING EUNICE AT PASIR RIS MRT. THINK ABOUT SAGA'S SOLOS. THINK ABOUT MY GREAT SECTION. THINK ABOUT THEIR ENCOURAGEMENTS FOR ME. THINK ABOUT HISTORY. THINK ABOUT THE EFFECTS OF TOURISM. THINK ABOUT GEOG SALE PITCH TOMORROW. THINK ABOUT TAKING THE PASIR RIS SUBSIDISED BUS. THINK ABOUT JIAHUI'S REALLY TOOT HAIR. THINK ABOUT HOW THEY SAID SEC1S LOOK LIKE TOOTS. THINK ABOUT BEING ONE WITH THE EARTH. THINK ABOUT ISABEL'S BANANAS. THINK ABOUT TSE SHUEN ALWAYS SAYING HI. THINK ABOUT QIYA'S PINK JACKET. THINK ABOUT EVON'S INDIFFERENCE. THINK ABOUT THINKING ABOUT THINGS TO THINK ABOUT. THINK ABOUT HDB TAITAI WANNABES. THINK ABOUT MY INSANE LAUGHTER. THINK ABOUT INTERCLASS BASKETBALL. THINK ABOUT JIAYUN'S REALLY COOL BAG. THINK ABOUT HANXI'S GREEN BAG. THINK ABOUT DANIELLE'S RED BAG. THINK ABOUT MY PINK BAG. THINK ABOUT TINGYUN'S BROWN BAG. THINK ABOUT WENYI'S RED AND GREY BAG. THINK ABOUT PEARLYN'S RED OP BAG. THINK ABOUT ALEX'S WHITE BAG. THINK ABOUT ANYTHING BUT THAT FREAKING GREY BEETLE BAG.

after watching this video and hearing mrlim's singing

I MISS 2B07!! gosh.

lets have another chalet.

ah what a cute squirrey.

NOTE: INACCURATE REPRESENTATION OF ALL SPECIES OF SQUIRRELS

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anw if people say you suck

JUST REMEMBER THAT IT'S OK BECAUSE FLAWS CAN BE PERFECT TOO.

jacky said something really interesting today.

"it's really disturbing being a girl, having to wear a rightsized bra and worry about your period. for guys we just have to wear a stupid underwear. you can even choose not to wear it but " guess how he continued his sentence

omf im laughing at the com like an idiot as i type this now

i think its all the stuff irene said that INSPIRED HIM TO SAY THIS.

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jessica's obsession with stephen bugs me.
SHE MENTIONS HIS NAME LIKE EVERY FREAKING MINUTE DURING THE DAY DOESNT MAKE IT BETTER THAT SHE SITS BEHIND ME GAH.

but still. she's so cute

i know my photo above bugs you too but that's why its there.

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you are such a huge loser zh.

CAN YOU OPEN YOUR EYES O.O AND WAKE UP ANOT YOU PATHETIC LOSER

ah wdv be pathetic all you want

actually im such a loser too

THIS ISNT 2006 ANYMORE LIWEN YOU'RE SEC3 NOW AND NOT SEC1 STOP DECEIVING YOURSELF WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT . IS TRUE

true? no it's not. it's not true. it's just a mere illusion. illusion. illusion.

your lie to yourself is going to eat you alive dude.

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ok weird how i was so happy at the start of the post and this is a lous y way to end the post. but still

you can ask me if you need help. although i dont play horn.
why should i say that when i cant even help myself?

ineptitude detroys all posibilities of hopes, dreams and aspirations.

if you finally understand your own abilities

it's time for you to think over possible self-eradication.

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anyway thanks qiya. i know everything will be fine. in a way.

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on a lighter note!

IM REALLY HAPPY TODAY BECAUSE SOMEONE FINALLY AGREED HE (aka BUN) SUCKS.
ah after so many mths of trying to convince everyone.

shit you if you say im judgemental. im not.

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i didnt cheat by pressing ctrl+v. REALLY

when thoughts (whether positive or negative) crowd your mind, it'll

like the liwen's apple theory.

a seed from a sweet apple would eventually grow into a tree with many other apples. ideally, the tree would be filled with sweet apples. but cases are it'll be the unideal situation, where some apples are sour. and what we do to these sour apples? we send them to the recylcing bin where they are recylced as fertilizers to make lucky sour apples sweeter, and sweet apples sweeter still. so that their seeds would not be planted to grow into a tree with sour apples.

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ok what does my theory have to do with anything i dont know.

maybe its not even my theory.
maybe someone else already thought of sweet and sour apples.

ive got 5 minutes 24 seconds to post this.

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tomorrow's the day. for real :D

gosh. i am nervous.

i dont know what to expect. well actually i know but i would rather experience it instead of just knowing.

if you had 61 for your sec3 overall maths marks,

CONGRATS ITS YOU xD

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when LOUS Y enters your life
there's really no way to get it out.

"lous y Lous y LOUS Y LOUS Y"
it just rings in your head like URGH.

you dont want it to stay there
you dont want it to corrupt your life
you dont want it to affect you
BUT DAMN. it just loves your presence as much as you hate it.

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i would like to express my displeasure at knowing that tomorrow would be another horrible band day.

I USED TO LOVE BAND LOADS LOADS LOADS.
but ever since * * * i dread going for band.

:((((((((((((
this means im sad but what can i do about it? nothing

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lets watch definitelymaybe together :)

.

you're deesgooxteeng.

i bet you didnt know that right?

now you do.

aren't you enlightened?

.

i like kinder chocolate. milk chocolate filled with a milky centre.

i like watermelon juice. makes me feel vampirish.

i like reading sightreadable scores. its like music at your fingertips

i like it when it's quiet at home. but that never happens.

i like people who are unnoticed. and not those who gets everyone's attention.

i like typing. it's less tiring than talking. and i hate noises at home.

i like smiles. they're so mysterious. like blue highlighters

i like green highlighters. green colours the world.

i like thinking of things i like. so thought provoking.

i like looking out of windows. even when you can only see a white wall.

i like dreaming. nightmares count too because they are interesting.

i like reading other people's blog. it's like reading their life story.

i like staying up late at night. i like staying up late at night. i like staying up late at night.

i like hoping that you'd move out soon and stop making my life a torture.

i like the sound of typing on the keyboard. like in offices where everyone's so professional.

no actually i like sleeping early. but i like staying up late.

i like doing presentations.

i like making people smile.

i like red spectacles. :)

i like looking at my hamsters. i like i like i like.

i like colouring my correction tape green.

i like selling insomnia cures to people.

i like talking to people on msn.

i like smiling . grinning . saying green . saying cheese.

.

ok im going to sleep now. YES I DID IT.

why am i typing all these even though i hate noises at home?
because there's something i hate more than noises at home and that is facing the noise.

gah what's this??!!

in primary school, you do homework study a little and hope to score for PSLE.

in secondary school, you have to cope with extra assignments project work and homework just piles piles piles. try to make time to study for common test and hope to pass.

in senior high. omg i dont know whats going to happen. ill probably just die under the humongous amount of project work and assignments.

whats next? gosh i dont want to know

year after year you look forward to weekends, public holidays, school holidays . but after holidays school reopens, and you cant wait for time to past quicker.

what kind of life is this?
waiting for days to come that will eventually pass and continue the wait?

dang. once you reach the stage where you go out to work your guts out, there'll be no school holidays to look forward to. each day will be spent slogging waiting for pay and hoping for a day to take a break. the cycle goes on and on.

i mean. is life really meant to be this meaningful?

i seriously love my section alot.

im wondering what would happen when the yr4s become yr5s

even with people like chang who irritates me alot

even when priscilla says all sorts of stuff to suan me

even when sp gets really tough and blah

even if i have to listen to all those comments jiaying makes about my playing

even though i may not be the best junior or senior

but there's something bugging me. what? ah i know. but i shan't say it

n0 i don't want to believe it was what i really saw outside national library.

no i don't want to i don't want to i don't want to

THIS BLOG HAS BEEN OFFICIALLY BANNED BECAUSE USER IS TOO F***ING IRRITATING AND NOOB TO CONTINUE WITH THE USAGE OF BLOG.

i love the way tj phrased it.

the way some people use their blog to selfwhore/selfbitch.

i wonder if he was referring to me about the spamming photos part. GAH

note: photo of me being my usual stupid self above ^ is just for completing the whole effect of the skin trying to disgust you into hating green

excuses.excuses.excuses

but seriously if you restrict people from doing shitzxzx like (advertising themselves?) (I MEAN LIKE C'MON, THESE PEOPLE AREN'T EVEN INSULTING ANYONE OR MAKING BASELESS STATEMENTS OR CAUSING INAPPROPRIATE CONTROVERSY), and if there are a THOUSANDANDONE rules of DOs and DON'Ts in blogging

THEN WHY BOTHER TO BLOG if your blog is eventually going to get banned?

"but this is the right way to prevent spread of annoying blogging behaviour."

oh so you're saying we should not have came up with this idea of blogs and stuck to conventional diaries instead.

who defines this annoying blogging behaviour ANYWAY?

but still agree with him in a way and i loved the way he put it. (<< color="#6600cc" size="4">current happenings > memories > fantasies > uhhh > .

which stage are you at now?

the uhhh stage?

or the . stage?
oh that's the stage where you're not even born yet.

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when you're forced to take a good look at yourself

what do you see?

selfish individualist? egoistic narssist?

i guess if you see yourself as the benovelent giver, you've reached the ULTIMATE LEVEL OF SELF INDULGENCE

not like that's bad in any way, you're just. self indulgent.

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was it me or did i really smell ammonia on my hands?

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for the convenience of my section who wants rhythm pictures priscilla took. here they are. IM NOT TRYING TO ADVERTISE MYSELF OK :/

I LOOK HORRIBLE IN EVERY PHOTO don't say coz i look horrible -.-




bananas make me smile.

if you may ever want to feel curious about the unknown squirrel i mentioned in my blog please refer to Appendix 1.1

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2.4 was yesterday.

4 MORE ROUNDS 3 MORE ROUNDS 2 MORE ROUNDS 1 MORE ROUND yay its recess

what are we running for?
to be fitter . to be slimmer . to be charcoaler.

i ran with dyllis and i guess she had a source of free entertainment during her run.

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i was supposed to go ARTFRIEND with jennifer xinyue irene and zhouhong today after school but obvly we didnt if not i wouldnt be using "was supposed to"

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omf just shutup.

I KNOW YOU THINK IM NOISY 24/7 .
you're wrong coz i don't talk at home

so if you even it out, the words i utter is just about that of an average quiet person

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the wait for the phenomenal. i hate waits. but life wouldn't be life without waits.
or unjust, or langour, or helplessness, or nuts, or squirrels, or acorns

life also won't be life without ELL EYE DOUBLEYOU EEE EN.

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k chem prac and maths quiz tmr I REALLY GOT TO STUDY BYE.

oh wait i cant forget appendix 1.1

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APPENDIX 1.1

ok wth. i am crazy.

BUT I LOVE GREEN AND I JUST HAD TO DO THIS