cmon man. my parents also told me when i was younger that i have no interest because im a lazy pig.

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NOW IM TAKING GRADE 6 IN ELECTONE COOL BO
(ok lol not cool enough haven't gotten my diploma yet)

i can play cool songs like CANT TAKE MY EYES OFF YOU and SPIRITED AWAY and AUTOMATIC and TUI4 HOU4 and some other jay chou songs :O and some latin songs (like la cumpasita and el choro) and alot alot alot of other cool things

WHEEE ~i LOVE playing the electone

it's fun to practice too because i know once i can play it well i'll feel really hip that i can change chords with weird fingering so fast and not look while stepping complicated pedals

you know when i play full volume can literally feel the floor vibrate one but of course i don't because my neighbours will throw something at me

BUT IT MAKES ME FEEL COOL AND HIP :D

anyway, my point is everyone should just do something cool and hip.
.
ok maybe not. my point is that your parents don't really mean it when they say you have no interest because you're a lazy pig

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sheesh stupid holidays

i HATE holidays

people around me keep going overseas and i'm stuck in singapore with my dearest albert
[it's like the day someone just came back from overseas and the next day .. "OH IM GOING TO PERTH TOMORROW!" -_-]

not that i hate Singapore, or Singapore is like a rubbish place to be NONO of course not

Singapore is a safe and great and wonderful place (haha im so patriotic) but staying here reminds me of .

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HOMEWORK!!!
homework isn't that bad. what's worse is HOLIDAY HOMEWORK!!

wtf 2 months of freedom days + homework =/= holiday

IT'S LIKE '!!!'

i have a theory as to why we're busier during the holidays (against popular belief AMONG THE TEACHERS. .. i think. because that explains the mountains of homework we have)
maybe i'll post it tomorrow
(but this is like a well-known fact to students so . haha)

i used brown for this portion because brown is like rubbish and talking about holidays is really like rubbish
[repulsive colours for repulsive details]

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ehhhhhh :( im so fucking sad

MY APPLICATION FOR HSSRP DIDN'T SUCCEED BUT WANYING JINGQING AND LIYING MY OTHER 3 GROUP MEMBERS GOT IN AND WTF I DIDN'T :( URGHHH not as if i didnt contribute too ok i contributed just as much as everyone else did :(

must be my rubbish sec2 results howhowhowwwwwwwww :( i want to cry

BUT I IMPROVED A LOT :( grah

but it's ok, this is a phase everyone must go through - to face the consequences of one's ineptitude.

don't say im not lousy can i was from triple S
(not saying everyone in triple S is lousy LOL see i even spend effort to type triple S instead of just plain SSS to make it seem more high class haha)

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btw for my LA essay, i'm just going dictate my essay to the computer and it'll type it out for me

COOL MANN cool cool perfect for people like me
(not so much of lazy, more like ingenious :D)

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i finally found something that makes me really pissed other than flirts

PEOPLE WHO BOSS OTHERS AROUND
LOL this was like what happened in sec1 when i had a humongous quarrel with someone me and my other friends thought was really bossy (cf haha! or was it ct wdv) but it turned out that she's actually quite nice so we got over it and were friends again by the end of the year HAHAHA (sounds weird)

:( unpleasant while it lasted though
but of course we cant blame them, right? it's not their fault

not indeed i hope this blows over too like it happened in sec1 it must be the angst around the house getting to me

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my dad sucks wtf.

WTF WTF

ok i know i shouldn't be saying this because as cassandra said:

"your parents have been like with you your whole life and sheltered fed and clothed you, and if you hate your parents you musn't be a very good friend either"

maybe i'm a half terrible friend because i think my mummy is the best mummy ever. THE TOTAL OPPOSITE OF MY STUPID FATHER

i wondered why she married him and how she tolerates his nonsense about forcing people to say whatever pleases him

he doesnt even give a damn about me anyway, just about the pollution i make around the house (he causes more pollution btw, in every way - noise, air and land), space i take up and resources i use up.

HE ASKED MY MUM NOT TO COOK MY SHARE ALRIGHT AND I FUCKING WENT WITHOUT DINNER YESTERDAY NIGHT (oh well because i overslept and my mum didnt wake me, my dinner was there but HE DID ASK HER NOT TO COOK IT)

:(

he says things to my mum like why is your daughter talking over the phone again, why is she singing, why does she lock the door

AND WHEN I PRACTICE HE TELLS MY MUM I MAKE TOO MUCH NOISE BECAUSE IM DISTURBING HIS TV SHOW OR WHATEVER HE'S DOING (i may be lousy but i am not that lousy ok urgh)
but when my sister practices her violin with weird screeching sounds he just sits by, screams, forces her to continue and then pollutes the air (by smoking lol)

i hadn't even talked to him since last year

pft he's just . annoying (and he's not just any annoying, IT'S LIKE TERRIBLE TERRIBLY ANNOYING)

they say that normally your husband would be very like your father (or something).
I HOPE NOT MAN I'LL MAKE SURE MY HUSBAND ISN'T AN ANNOYING SELFASSUMING CHAUVINIST EEW

if he is, I'LL DIVORCE HIM AND MARRY ANOTHER GUY WHO TRULY CARES FOR THE WELLBEING OF HIS CHILDREN AND ME TOO :D

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anyway i have to uh haha (im not sure what i have to do)