"you've been so wonderful, you deserve a bee today."
-newilauhc

you don't know about my phobia for bees, and you don't want to know.

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please just curl up in a corner and die.

ok no. stay there and think.

think about the things you've done in the past which changed the course of someone else's life

think about the words that left your lips before you could process them in your brain (or before you could think about pressing the enter button) that affected another deeply

think about why some people like to eat bananas, rambutans & mangosteens while others like to eat sauseges, hams &eggs.

i strongly believe that something i said has set someone thinking

something along the lines of
"the sky may be high, but I have wings to fly"

maybe the day you told someone she was fat and ugly and initiated a twoweek-long cold war with her
she starts to punch every other person who passes such criticism of people.

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it's been almost a year ever since .

sometimes i forget and wonder why it happened
yet i don't really want to know

i shut my ears to my surroundings, to sounds which brought upon this

i know avoiding the problem and pretending it doesn't exist won't eradicate it
but it does ameliorate my predicament .

what can i do?

every time i wish i could live in silence,
i remind myself of the laughter and joy sounds brings.

if you think i'm noisy

think again

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on a higher note
(if that was a C this is probably a G)
PERIODS SUCK!

hahahahahahhahahahahahahaha

maybe i'm in no position to say this

afterall i seldom suffer from stomach cramps
(MY AFTER-CONSUMTION-OF-LACTOSE STOMACHACHES ARE 1000000 TIMES WORSE THAN THE CRAMPS I SUFFER FROM GRAAAHHHH)

and i only have mine like once in 2 or 3 months

BUT STILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL????????????

i needn't continue. you know what i mean.

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i feel sad all of a sudden

PLEASE COME ONLINE AND TALK TO ME!

:( please?

this portion is only in green because green makes me happy