There're so many things I want to say.

But shan't.

I am strong I am strong I am strong I am strong I am strong I am strong I am strong

Wish I had schizo instead, it'll be so much less lonely.

Kind of missing being in the hospital - the interaction with other patients, the nurses' smiles (aw no more baiwei) , THE GOOD FOOD :D

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Actually.

I don't think I'm ready.

:( I can feel it coming again. Time for my meds, and time to sleep.