Do you know what disappointment feels like?

It's like

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when I walk into class and see his photo on my table. Just as my heart starts thumping really fast, I see Zhouhong standing in front of me smirking and I finally realise what happened. -_-

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when my handphone vibrates and I see a really sweet message. Then my phone vibrates again and the next message says: haha nice lyrics hor? and my heart sinks. -_-

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when I'm expecting myself to have my period today but I wake up in the morning and realise, DAMN I'M NOT HAVING MY PERIOD.

My period is already late by 1 month. Sorry tmi.