No matter what had happened or will happen in future, I will still cherish all the happy times we had. Thank you for being there for me as much as you could. As much as whatever I'm going through now is hard for me, I know it is for you too. I'm not going to force you into anything, I just want you to know I will still be here if you ever need me.

I know they say it's not good to be reliant on pills. But it's the only thing that's hardly keeping me sane.