I have a confession to make (although i dont think anyone would see this :D ).
My name is Liwen and I suffer from Obsession. I need to stop before my life falls apart.

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obsession is a scary thing . it can destroy lives :O

obsessions can stem from the simplest reason such as BOREDOM.
-__- sheesh i must be a really bored person

Hodgkinson suggests that one who loves obsessively has not fallen in love with a real person, but rather an illusion.

there're 4 phases of Obsessive Relational Progression

PHASE1 - ATTRACTION
where you start to fantasize of all the impossible, halfbaked ideals, attaching an illusory flawless personality

PHASE2 - ANXIETY
creation of the an imaginary intimacy relationship, regardless of reality and overwhelming feelings of jealousy, rage, resentment and depression, leading to violent reactions due to mistrust and possessive thoughts.

PHASE3 - OBSESSION
escalation of unhealthy addiction causing neurotic and complusive behaviours, such as stalking, constant pestering and manipulation.

PHASE4 - DESTRUCTION
rejection, realisation of false ideals and unfulfilled desires induce a sudden loss of self-esteem and extreme feelings of self-hatred, desolation and desire for revenge often leading to self-mutilation.

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such an obsession is but a delusion, with dangerous unwanted consequences.
(e.g. stalking . rape . murder . suicide )

:O this is damn scary omg
YOU MAY BE OBSESSED AND YET DON'T EVEN KNOW IT!

please don't let something so minor destroy your life. don't be afraid to seek help. :)