have a mentioned that my father is a fucking asshole?

it's ok i've gotten used to it

:D

i pity that asshole you know hais how come he doesnt learn that he's just drowning in his own words?

i must calm down and not give in to his little childish games of making me blow up
I MUST BEAT MY RECORD OF 2 MONTHS
(actually i already have but still!! I CAN DO IT!)

I SERIOUSLY WONDER HOW MY MUM CAN STAND THIS PATHETIC LOSER?
she's a really wonderful mummy I LOVE MY MUMMY :D

---

anyway i can't pretend this hasn't happened already :(

i'm really sorry and i guess i really did learn alot from everything. i've learnt how not everything will work the way as i expect them to and that i have to accept that that's the way things are.

with a moment, comes folly.
and with folly, comes HOLY SHIT.

yea so of course i know i have to face consequences but that's the way things are. no mistakes, no improvement anyway

whatever just move on there're people who will understand and people who won't but that's the way things are so great while it lasted and will last whatever im sorry i think im suffering from night drunkerdness