"i'm your senior not your friend"
this year i'm already sec3 and next year i'll be sec4 too, can we be friends then?


:(

but i guess its just too late . haha you'll still be my senior afterall

&the year after that i probably wont ever see you again

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it is IDMI week and im supposed to be doing my ppt now but im procastinating
im sorry sorry sorry

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i'd like to say this in a quiet indoor whispery voice
its seldom that i feel so sad~

blue seems like a soft whispery colour doesnt it?

:)

no that really isnt a happy smile.

it's the kind of smile you make when you're really sad beyond words but can't be bothered to frown or make a sadbeyondwords face

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time pasts real fast

it's like when you're still being your own pathetic self, living oblivious to the people and things happening around you

and all of a sudden
'!!!'
I'M IN A TOTALLY NEW CLASS WITH NEW PEOPLE AND NEW FRIENDS TO MAKE

then a year later it happens again, with new things to shed tears for.

oh well but as you live this kind of miserably sad and nolife life,
there would always be someone(s) who turn(s) my frowns to laughter and make(s) all these worthwhile

like my friends :)
yeah and that was a real smile

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anw i should stop wasting time and get down to work