step 1. double click on an online msn contact
step 2. stare at the opened conversation window
step 3. gape at the personal message
step 4. think about how smart that person is to have come up with it
step 5. continue staring
step 6. hope that the keyboard will start typing by itself

what? stupid?
maybe that's what i am then.

---

why do i keep doing stupid and dumb things?
hm. good question.

---

even if no one thinks so,
YOU STILL HAVE ME.

i was thinking if i keep eating fish and nothing else maybe i'll just cut myself and bleed bleed bleed to death.

---

IM GETTING NEW SPECS.(oh finally after 4 years)

i wanted the specs that tj has (although he doesn't wear specs).

COZ TJ LOOKS SO CUTE IN THOSE SPECS!

but maybe not.

---

nights. oh wait. its morning.