It would be cool if there were someone I can talk to at 3.20 in the morning.

I love talking. Rambling if you would like. About nothing in particular at all.

Feel like that's something bigger out there waiting for me to accomplish you know. Someday I would be someone great. I just know it. I always have. Sometimes I do doubt if that's just one of the things I do to make myself feel better so I would have the will to survive. But then something/someone would come along and reassure me that I've been right all along.

Not sure what's wrong with me but I've been having this weird irregular heart palpitations. Maybe it's the approaching cts and all the rubbish that has been happening to me (as usual) that is causing me to feel so uncertain and uneasy.

whatever. goodnight. :)